Dricki Minis {Editing}

I love Nicki Minaj

(Part I)

Aubrey

                 My head swirled as I drove the familiar route through the Los Angeles streets.

                 It was almost midnight and she might be asleep but this was something I needed to do. I can't play these games anymore because they're killing me. I've stood on the sidelines for almost six years, watching helplessly as Nicki dated the wrong guys and tried to convince herself that they were right for her. I've watched her get heartbroken by assholes that she should never have been with in the first place.

                 I woke up this morning and I realized that I'm sick of not waking up next to her. I'm sick of it all. I'm sick of pretending that we're friends and nothing more. I love her and I can tell by the way she acts that she loves me too. She's just too scared to say it out loud.

                I pulled into Nicki's driveway and cut the Bugatti's engine off before I stepped out of the car. I went up to the car and walked up to the door. I rang the doorbell and waited impatiently for her to answer.

               She had moved into her new place not too long ago so she hadn't gotten around to making me a key yet. We've always had the keys to each other's houses. She's my best friend, of course, she has to have a key.

              Finally, I heard the locks turning and the door opened slowly. Nicki was standing there, still half asleep wearing a tiny pair of shorts and a tight-ass tank top. I licked my lips when I saw her.

            "Aubrey? What are you doing here," Nic asked sleepily. 

            I didn't say anything, I just stepped over to her and crashed my lips onto hers.

           I could feel her body tense up at first since I had caught her off guard but after a few seconds, her body melted into mine. I wrapped my arms around her and pushed her inside before kicking the front door shut behind me. I had her pressed against the wall in the entryway when she finally pulled away.

        "What are you doing," She asked. I looked down into her eyes.

       "I can't do this anymore. I'm so tired of pretending there isn't anything between us. We're more than friends and you know it," I said. She just stood there for a few long seconds with her mouth hanging open, and eyes starting to water.

       I just waited for her to say something, anything.

     "You're my best friend Aubs," She said quietly. I could tell she was scared. I had known Nicki long enough to know how to read her like a book.

      "I know you're scared of getting hurt again but I would never do that to you. I swear I won't," I pleaded.

      "I love you. I've always loved you but I just didn't say it because I was worried about ruining what we've already got. You're right, I'm your best friend. You know me better than anyone else. You're the person who I can always count on any time I need you. I was scared of losing that but I realized that I can't just not take the chance because I'm scared. I can't live the rest of my life wondering what might have happened if I had just told you how much I loved you. So here I am, telling you that I love you. I love you more than even I understand sometimes. I know it sounds crazy but it's true. You're the person I see my future with baby. When I see myself getting married, it's you who's walking down the aisle. When I picture myself having kids, it's you who's holding them. It's all you Nika," I said. I could see tears streaming down her face as she looked up at me.