All the times I've cried

A sorry cant help

"Sorry?"
An old friend said
"Sorry jeez"
An old friend said

Sorry won't help me
It can't

I would kill you if I could

Yet that wouldn't be very nice

Ruining my life though
Now that's where I want to catch the mice.

Years and years spent
Across my life

Wondering

When will I be in a fright?

Now it is

Now I'm dying
All from her crying
All from her rage
All from the fake within her

I can tell
She did this on purpose
She never likes me
So she took the ones I loved most
And now I'm invisible to them
At most..

A sorry can't help