7 SINS OF A LOVER

SLOTH

15 years old.

"Hey, sunbae" I called out and the gorgeous man in front of me turned around. He had a guitar in his hand, he rested his hands on it when he saw me.

"Hey, showty" He said with a smile and my heart swelled a bit. I have known sunbae for a few months now. I met him when I was scouted by our music teacher to sing at a live performance with their guitarist Min yoongi who happens to be producing songs. He is in the senior year, the last year. 12th grade in the same class as taehyung and I'm a 10th grader.

He is taehyung's classmate. He should have been out of school for 2 years but he had some family situation and got into some accident and hence he had to take a break.

I admire this so much, honestly.

"We will start the performance after our performance manager arrives." He responds.

Oh did I mention, who our performance manager is?

*Dun* *dun* *dun*

Kim Taeshit.

"Hey wanna be Hannah Montana" He called me out while he wrote something in his clipboard while he entered the room pushing the glass door with his foot.

With all his managerial skills, he came the president of the student council and has been a pain to me since then.

I participate in everything and HE IS EVERY GODDAMN WHERE.

give me a rest.

"What" I whispered yelled at the man coming towards me because I didn't want yoongi sunbaenim to take me for a rude person which I'm not but taeshit makes me one.

"Nothing. I was just greating you, Now get your mic. The event is in a month and we gotto go through the long ass band performance" He said and I grudgingly grabbed my microphone and waited for yoongi to set his guitar up while some other people got ready.

"Why are you even the performance manager when that's a job of a junior council body member not the goddamn president." I cursed at him

"Don't worry, there is a performance manager for you that is not just me. Ma'am, this is the main performance you will have the main man surveying you. Now shut up" He said and I just rolled my eyes.

"I'm sorry I'm late" a girl with glasses entered haphazardly. She looked like a mess, a low poney tail, rimless out of fashion glasses, leggings, a skin tight Tee shirt and shoes with 2 check marks, what is that? Double Nike?

"Hey Cho Rim, meet the school band. The obnoxious school band meet your student volunteer and yeah y/n she is in your class" taehyung said and I was confused.

"You..? Are in my class?" I instinctively asked. She looked suprised and a little insulted but I genuinely don't remember her.

"And that's our ignorant lead singer" taehyung said while smiling at me.

"I'm ready, let's begin now" yoongi said and we all went to the performance.

That was a month ago, we practiced our ass off for this event. it was a interschool fest for the friendly relationship but honestly speaking it's to show the rival school what we are.

I was excited, nervous? I don't get nervous but I was. For the event? Nope. I was nervous because I am going to ask yoongi sunbaenim out after the performance. I waited for today and I will finally make myself clear after months of knowing him.

"Okay, the band on stage now" taehyung said and walked away from the room. I looked at yoongi sunbaenim who was looking at a piece of paper and revising it.

What's the piece of paper? The lyrics? No. Man has mastered it and is still nervous.

"Rim, help me here please" I ask rim to fix the stuck hair on my zip. "y-yeah. I'll do it 2 mins" she said and rushed to me.

She fixed that and I turned around to grab my microphone and was about to leave. "I'll be in the audience" she said and all of us looked at each other.

"Well, be wherever you want to be, you don't have to tell us" I responded.

"Okay" yoongi sunbaenim responded immediately after me. I turned to him when he turned me around on stage and pushed me out of the room.

Soon we were on stage.

The performance begin. The performance ended and everyone screamed for an encore. I looked at min yoongi and he was looking at the same thing in the audience since the last time I looked at him.

I would be an idiot if I didn't know it was cho rim. She didn't tell us where she would be, she told min yoongi. Where she would be.

"We are short on time, but I would like to take this opportunity to convey my feelings to a girl I came across recently. " He started speaking and for hell I know the girl was not me.

I'm young not naive.

"The girl has the most...." He continued speaking and I felt dizzy. After a million years of those praises.

"So Cho Rim, will you be my girlfriend?" He asked her out, a girl he meet a month ago and I was too lazy to make any effort throughout the last few months I came across him.

"Say yes"

"Say yes"

"Say yes"

The cheers were so loud. I felt so irrelevant and just out of context, am I just too used to the spotlight and am I an attention seeker. I can't leave the stage now.

I'll look like a sore loser.

Instead I grabbed the mic, looked at the other instrumentalists. "Baby, by Justin Bieber" I whispered after putting the mic away from my mouth.

It's a hot song currently. The rest of the band nodded and smiled in affirmation and I started singing.

This cringe shit went over for 5 minutes before we went off the stage. Min yoongi put his guitar away and ran to Rim who was walking towards us back stage.

Two years and a half ago, when I just started 8th grade, I was betrayed by my first boyfriend here on the same stage, can't believe I got the same shit today too.

Should I cry? Or laugh? At this point it's just funny.

Someone grabbed my arm and pulled me inside a room. I gasped out of suprise but looked up to see it was Taehyung.

He didn't say a thing, I didn't say a thing. He stepped out of the room leaving the door a little ajar standing at the entrance of the door blocking it.

"This room is occupied, get your ass to the next room" he said to a couple of students who wanted to use the room for god damn reason.

I noticed taehyung hands holding his handkerchief infront of me. Once again. I have seen that handkerchief so many times, I should just take that from him.

"Just wipe that snotty nose of your, I can't stand next to a dirty girl" he said and I realised my nose was running and there were a few tears. I took his black colour handkerchief and covered my eyes to wipe the tears.

"Get in taeshit, I need a hug"

"With that attitude I should be ignoring completely. I'm listening just because your mental state is far below it is than the bad condition it is always in" saying this he enters.

I hugged the next moment

"You know it 10 mins" he said while I cried.

A prideful asshole as always. But who am I to curse him when the very first crush which wasn't an immature attraction asked some nobody classmate of mine in front of the whole school and I sang a song for them. A girl he knew for a month.

I lost him quite literally because of his procastination. Sloth.

Sloth won over me. A sin won above me once again and they say evil never wins.

Y/n : 0
Sin : 3