The Young Verstappen

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At the airport I said goodbye to everyone and took a taxi home, I unlocked my apartment and no one was there so I at least had a moment to myself and started unpacking my suitcase and went to Kelly's dressing room to get a box of James' things, it was strange that there it's not us anymore, I emptied the entire box and looked at our photos together. I heard voices downstairs so I went over there to see it was Max and Kelly I greeted them and Max asked me if we could talk alone I nodded to him and together we went to his bedroom, May closed the door behind us and and I I took a breath and said to him "Max I..." Max stopped me                                              "Jane I'd like to start please"                           "Okay start" and I sat on their bed "I'm sorry what happened to James he didn't deserve it and I also had my first to find out that you and Charles didn't have anything together and I want to apologize for that"                                        "Max, I also want to apologize for not writing to you about Charles sleeping over at my place and how I yelled at you and I guess Vanessa or David told you ?" "Yeah they said on the plane you were happy with him before he broke your heart"                       
"Yes I was" and tears started to flow down my face Max came to hug me and comforted me "Jane everything will be fine" suddenly I had flashbacks to when I was little and Max was comforting me that everything would be fine because my parents were arguing. Kelly made us dinner and everything was fine again after dinner I went to unpack my suitcase and take a shower and Lando called me and he also apologized for everything and we had a nice chat Lando had to go anyway so we'll call tomorrow and Vanessa told me right away after that call, she wrote to go and look at Instagram and the Internet that I was everywhere, so I clicked on Instagram first and Vanessa was right, I was on several fanpages and on the Internet there were headlines like: Who is the mysterious woman or Lando's new girlfriend and what it's okay, but no one found out who I am, but I guess everyone will know by tomorrow, I turned off the internet and went to sleep because I was tired from the whole racing weekend. The second day before I went to school, they found out who I am and what I do on Instagram fanpages, and I guess that next week in the paddock almost everyone will be talking about me, I got to school and there were candles and pictures of James in front of the school, I lit one there too and I put a photo of us together and I went inside. Everyone gave David their sincere condolences. The poor guy lost his brother. He really didn't deserve this. David and I hugged him once more. David then let me go and said "Jane, if you want to come to the funeral, it's this weekend." I just nodded that I would come and together we went to class where Vanessa was also waiting for us. I went from school home and then immediately to the gym to work out where I was for about two hours and then I went home again. I changed and  I start doing my homework , I was home alone because Kelly had a photoshoot and Max went to pick up P from Daniil and then to Kelly so I had a free house until the evening. Kelly and Max and P were already home and I gave them dinner and after dinner I gave P a present that I bought her in Jeddah it was a teddy bear and she liked it right away I took her in my arms and she put her arms around my neck and Max threw "parenthood would suit you Jane" and he smiled at that I assured him I wasn't planning on having kids yet and and I put P back on the floor so she could go play and I sat next to Max and said "Max James has a funeral this weekend so they are planning go you know" Max just replied "Ok do you want me to go too?"                                                                   "Yeah it would be better for me"        "Okay and what time should we be there?"                                                            "Two in the afternoon and thank you"       "You're welcome" and he smiled at me and I hugged him and I went to my room and my phone started ringing I thought it was Lando again but it was Charles I greeted him I asked me how am I doing, I told him it would be fine, he understood the situation I was in because I had also experienced it once with Jules and the second time with with his dad he tried to make me laugh at least a little and also that it helped I heard a woman's voice in the background of the phone and I asked who it was, he told me that he had a mother there but when he said that I had such a strange feeling I don't know why it was as if he was lying to me I told him that I had to go and I guessed it, I went to the shower and played a movie and I also texted Lando good night even though I haven't gone to sleep yet but I know he will be pleased.