Be Gentle,I Only Have One

Chapter 2

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING YOU PSYCHO?!"
I look at my boyfriend in shock and drop the knife on the floor.
"I-I thought it was that creep from today I-"
"No no no don't start with that bullshit,you are fucking delusional,you're  trying to fucking stab me bitch?!?"
Before I could say anything,I feel his hands get a tight grip of my neck.
"How do you like that huh?!?"he yells at me while roughly pinning me against a wall,strangling me.His angry eyes are  sending me goosebumps all over and my adrenaline kicks in.I have to save myself.I try to kick him and try to get free but he is much stronger than me.Twinkie barks at him and bites his leg,not letting go of it.
"FUCK!!!That fucking dog!!!"
He lets go of the grip a bit,which gives me the opportunity to fight back harder.I use my whole strength to push and kick him and quickly grab the knife off the floor pointing it at him.
"I am sick and tired of being treated like a piece of fucking trash Andrew!!! I am fucking tired of giving my all to you and having my kindness taken for granted!!! I am fucking done with this bullshit. I am a fucking human being  too!!!!!!"
I feel tears running down my cheeks like crazy and I feel so hurt and betrayed.
"You are a monster and if I have to fucking kill you to protect myself,I fucking will!!!!"
"Hey hey hey Rain I am sorry,drop the fucking knife!"
"No!! I am not falling for your bullshit again!!!!You are just gonna keep on doing the same shit again and again,making it seem like it's all my fault and you are the victim here!!!"
"Look look Rain I am sorry I lost my temper there ok?Let's talk about it!"
"No,it's over between us Andrew.I am going to leave now and if you follow me,you will be as good as fucking dead!! I swear on my fucking life that I will fucking kill you!!!"
I wipe my tears off my face and quickly grab a few things and put them in my backpack.I pick up Twinkie in my arms and right when I'm about to get out of the door,he grabs me by my arm:
"Please Rain please don't leave me I am sorry,I am a dickhead yes but I will change,I promise things will be different from now on, please don't leave!"
"I heard that way too many times to believe it anymore,let me go."
"Rain you promised you will never leave me no matter what....."
I look at him and see tears dripping down his cheeks.He gets down on his  knees and grabs me by my legs looking up at me.
"P-please please Rain,I don't want to lose you,I act like this because I am scared that you will eventually leave me,I don't know why I don't know what came over me,I am so sorry.You can't break your promise Rain you can't!!!!"
"How about your promise that you made  me that you will never hurt me but you did and still do and I am stupid enough to fall for your shit all the time and still stay with you"
"No no you are not stupid,you're still here because you love me and know that I don't mean the stuff I say and do  when I am angry"
I can't stand his lies anymore.
"Stop,just stop,your manipulation game is not gonna work anymore"
I push him aside and leave,slamming the door behind me and quickly getting in my car before he can catch me.He gets out and rapidly starts hitting my window,crying and yelling at me.I speed up and try not to cry but can't help it.I feel hurt and broken.Don't I deserve to be happy?Is that too much to ask?Just to be treated right?The road ahead of me seems so different and I can't help but have a weird feeling in my stomach.As I drive,a shadow appears in front of me out of nowhere and I quickly swerve left to avoid hitting it.I try to keep control of the car but fail and next thing I see is complete darkness.
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I slowly open my eyes feeling a terrible pain in my head.What happened?Where am I? I look around me but can't see a thing,it's too dark.Twinkie,Twinkie?! I panic,he's not next to me!Where are you!?Come here boy!!! I try to get up but feel dizzy and fall back down on what seems to be a mattress.
"You finally awake."
I hear a familiar voice as I squint my eyes at the sight of the light.
"Remember me?Bet you didn't expect me huh?"
I look up and can't believe my eyes.No no no no,this can't be happening!!!
He looks at me getting closer and closer with an evil grin on his face.
"Now,now don't be scared I am not gonna hurt you"
He sits down right next to me slowly tucking my hair behind my ear whispering:
"I have been waiting for this moment for so so long"
I scoot away from him,hating his touch.
"I thought you loved my touch?"
He gets close to me again and I can't move any farther,I'm stuck.
"I was wondering how much more of his pathetic ass you were gonna take.I was starting to lose my patience there."
I try to keep calm and stay strong.I can't show weakness,I am too vulnerable right now.
"Where am I,what happened!?!
"Oh nothing,you just hit a tree,you are okay,just some scratches,I wouldn't have let you die,I need you alive"
Everything then just hit me.I seen a shadow and that shadow was him!That's when I lost my consciousness.
"Where is my dog!?What did you do to him!?"
"Don't worry he is safe.....Oh God you are so beautiful,I can't believe you are finally here."
He pins me down on the bed not even giving me time to react.
"I am gonna have a lot of fun with you"
He looks into my eyes with a smirk on his face.