Be Gentle,I Only Have One

Chapter 12

*three months passed by*

"Did you pack everything honey?"
"Yes,did you get the diapers for Anthony?"
"Got 'em.Got everything."
"Sweet!"

It's been three months since Alex showed up here.I convinced Andrew to let it go and not seek revenge or anything.Eventually,he agreed but it  took a while.Our main focus right now is on Anthony.He is a gem.Andrew has been extremely sweet and  helpful.I really think he has changed.He plays with Anthony all the time and changes his diapers and gets up at night when he cries.He is wonderful.
Andrew has decided that we should all go on a vacation to Paris,to get out of here for a while.Few weeks after I gave birth,we moved into a new house,in a new state.It's a really big and beautiful house.I still don't know how Andrew can afford all this but hey,I am not going to ask,I am happy.Andrew had everything ready for Anthony.He has his own room with toys and everything.It warms my heart.I just wish I had Twinkie with me but I guess I have to let him go.I didn't get to ask Alex what happened to him.

"Are you excited for tomorrow?"
"Very,I always wanted to visit Paris.I am nervous about flying though."
Andrew gently tucks my hair behind my ear and looks at me,slowly caressing my cheek with his thumb.
"Don't worry,you have me.I will never let anything happen to you and Anthony.You both are my whole world."he gives me a gentle kiss on my lips.
I nod and smile then I press my lips onto his,sliding my tongue into his mouth.He kisses me passionately, making me want him.I move on top of him,slowly starting to grind on his bulge,not breaking the kiss.
"R-Rain,a-are you sure?After what I have done to you.....I.....I really hate myself for hurting you like that.I really don't know what came over me back then.....I mean,I know why......"
I look at him.
"Why?"
"Drugs.I never told you about it but I have been using drugs....I mean I stopped using them when you attempted suicide.It was like a wake up call for me.I didn't even realize how I was hurting you until I seen you laying on the floor,in your own blood.I-I am so sorry,I can never forgive myself for what I have done.I was so selfish and blinded by my own desires to have you.Especially after what you left me......I have been using a lot more and almost overdosed but I promise,I stopped.I haven't used any since that day.I am so sorry....."Andrew starts crying and looks away from me.
I am in shock.I had no idea he was using drugs.I-I don't really know what to say.This is crazy.
"I know you can't forgive me and I don't blame you.I am a monster."
"No,no, it's.....it's fine I....I forgive you....as long as you treat me right and don't use drugs anymore...."
"I promise Rain.I have you and Anthony.I am complete.I don't need anything else.I promise I'll never hurt you again.I can't see you hurt.I love you so so much."
I look deeply into his eyes and can feel and see that he is genuinely sorry.I think I love him too......
"I,I love you too..."
He pulls me into a tight hug,not letting go of me.I feel his warm tears rolling down onto my skin.I gently pat his back.
"Let it out,I am here for you."
                                  ***
"Do you remember the plan?"
"Yes boss,I do."
"Good,get in the car and let's go pay them a little visit,shall we?"

                      Alex's POV

We arrive at Andrew's house.Wow,fucker sure got a bigger house,guess he is selling more drugs now.I get out of the car and the boss follows me behind.
"Let's go through the back,I'm sure they are both sleeping by now."
I nod and turn off the alarm system.
"I told you that Kyle's hacking skills would be handy."
"Yeah yeah he taught me well alright."
We get inside the house and I start looking for their room.I quietly walk through the hallway using a device to help me see through the walls.Damn,so many rooms in here.I finally found their room on the second floor.I quietly enter it with the boss following me.He takes out two syringes and gives me one.We both quickly insert them in Rain and Andrew's necks.
"Okay,they are out.You carry Andrew and I carry Rain."
"What about the baby?"I ask.
"We'll come back for the baby."
I grab Andrew and put him on my shoulder.All that hard work at the gym and the training sure improved my strength.I look at the boss gently picking up Rain into his arms and I feel my blood boiling inside.Bastard,you will be dead soon.
The baby wakes up and starts crying.
"Make him stop!"
"I don't know how boss.I don't know anything about babies,I really don't like them little devils."
"Well,pick him up and rock him to sleep or something."
I roll my eyes and drop Andrew on the floor and pick up the baby.I look at him and he looks back at me.Wow,you have Rain's eyes little guy.They are beautiful.I smile and start rocking him.He is actually cute,only because he has a lot of Rain's features.The baby stops crying and slowly falls asleep into my arms.
"Are you done being a nanny yet?"
"Argh,you scared me.I put him back to sleep just how you told me to."
"Good,Rain is in the car.Give me the baby and you get Andrew."
I hesitate but give him the baby,I have no choice.I pick up Andrew and put him back on my shoulder.
"Alright let's go."
                               ***

We get to our warehouse and I tie Andrew up while boss is taking care of Rain.I hate seeing her like this but I have to go with the plan.If everything goes as I planned,then Andrew AND boss will be dead.