life without school is depressing.
i literally have no exams, quizzes, activities, or homework to busy my mind on.
nothing to distract me from this life, from my thoughts.
i don't plan on celebrating my birthday, i really don't want to. it's actually a surprise that i have not been thinking of killing myself yet before that day haha.
fuck i feel like deteriorating again, slowly going back to that dark place.
