crappy poems

I want you

There you were again, the beauty in your arms.
As you wrapped your arm around her tighter, she snuggled back into the warmth of your embrace.

A smile grew on her lips that sparkled with gloss,
hinted with the dust of rose petals that contrasted her porceline skin.

I watched you both from afar as a feeling i havent felt before posesses over me.

...or may i call it, A burning desire.

A desire to push you both apart.
A desire to pull her away.
A longing need for you to saperate.

Is this okay? Is this human?
What would you do if you heard my thoughts? Would you hate me?

As you giggle and cuddle together, the burn heightens, where it starts to feel physically painful.

Like a twist in my guts,
a hammer to my stomach.
Like falling from the top of a high building.

Like my lungs are chained and restrained,
Like the organs inside me will burst into sparkling fireworks at any moment.

I am aware that this feeling will go off if i just look away, but how could I?

My eyes feel magnetic to you.
I want to watch your every move,
hear everything that comes out of you.

Your laugh,
Your cries,
Your screams.

I want to analyze everything you do,
I want to be like you.
I want to mirror what you do.

Would you hate me if you knew this?
Would you hate me if you knew i want to be like you?

Would you, kind sir, hate me if i said i wanted your girlfriend ?