I Can't Live Without Him

Chapter 4: Waking Up

.•*•.•*•.•*•. Waking Up .•*•.•*•.•*•.

‼️Warning: TW‼️
mention of alcohol abuse

When I woke up I found someone's arm rapped around me. I had my arm resting on their chest and I could feel their breath on the back of my neck because my head was in the crease of their neck. I slightly sat up to see who it was and I quickly noticed it was Matt and that's when I remember a bit of the night before. My memory was quite fuzzy though. Then quickly I noticed a sharp pain in my head that wouldn't go away. And right when I was about to go back asleep I felt my stomach hurt and than nausea. I ran to the bathroom in Matt's room and started to throw up into the toilet. I felt two hands grab all of my hair and hold it up. I must have woken up Matt from running into the bathroom. Once I was done he grabbed me a kleenex box and some mouth wash. I was sitting on the ground of the bathroom and matt decided to sit down next to me. I got up, wiped my lips with a kleenex, and used the mouthwash. Then I sat back down next to Matt and rested my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arm around me and hugged me and asked if I was OK.

"Physical eh but the worst part about it is you seeing me throw up." I reply.

He laughs and says, "Don't worry about it. I don't care. I'm just glad your OK."

"Thanks" I look up at him and we just look into eachothers eyes. His eyes are so pretty in the morning sunlight. I look down at his lips. I still feel a bit drunk because I still don't have total control over my actions. Matt already senses this and gets me up off the ground and back into bed. It's like 7:30 so we decide to go back to sleep.

When I woke up Matt wasn't there so I decided to put on some of Matt's pants that were on the bed and head downstairs. As I was going down the stairs I could hear voices and when I turned the corner I found the triplets, Kaylee, and Maddie. Chris had his head in his hands and looked hung over. Kaylee also looked hungover. Maddie was standing with Nick.

"Hey Lilly how you feelin?" Nick asked with a smirk. I just groaned and they all laughed. "I'm making hangover smoothies. You want one?"

"What's that?" I asked.

"A smoothie that will help you feel less hung over" Nick replies.

"Yeah sure. Anything to make me feel better." I sat down next to chris.

"Does anyone remember anything from last night?" Kaylee asks.

"Ehhh... Not really." Me and Chris both say.

"You three were soooo wasted. It was hilarious. You guys started playing truth or dare and it was amazing. I know all your secrets now. Haha." Nick teased.

"Oh whatever Nick." Chris says.

We all get our smoothies curticy of Nick and than we hear footsteps. It was trill and Elmer coming out of the living room and into the kitchen. They weren't too hungover.

"What time does Malcolm usually wake up at?" Nick asks.

Chris replies saying, "Idk but speaking of Malcolm where is he?"

"In my room" Nick States. Chris and Matt both look at him with a smirk than everyone else joins in except me. "Omg guys stop it's not like that!" He yells.

"Mmmhhhmmmm toootallyyyy!" Matt yells as well.

"Can someone fill me in here?" I ask.

"Yeah sry." Matt says than continues. "Nick is gay and we all think they like eachother."

"No I don't we are literally just friends!" Nick yells yet again.

"Who are?" Malcolm asks emerging from Nick's room.