.•*•. I'm Not In Love With Her. Right? .•*•.
‼️Warning: TW‼️
Mention and abuse of alcoholAs me and Chris are dancing Matt comes over and tells us, "Hey Trill and Larray has a few other people that want to hang out but they don't have fake ids. Maddie also wants to hang. You guys ok with going back to trills place and hanging there with them?"
"Yeah ofc!" Me and Chris say. We all head over to the table. When we get there everyone notices Chris's bruises.
"Omg what happed Chris?" Larray asks.
"Omg yeah I didn't notice under the lights on the dance floor. Are you ok? What happened?" Matt says extremely concerned.
"Omg!" Nic yells as examining it.
"Yeah I'm fine. Someone was just messing with Lily. You should see the other guy." He says. I'm happy he didn't mention who it is otherwise I would have had to explain to everyone. Everyone moved on with it and started to take their last drinks. We all then headed out and me and Chris were last to leave. Well almost. Dylan ran up to us and stopped us.
"You leaving already baby?"
"Ew yes I am now please never talk to me again." I say. He glares at me and Chris gets angry.
"HEY you heard what she said now get the fuck away from her before I beat you up for the second time." Chris said angrily. With that he left us alone and so me and Chris scurried to the car. Everyone got in and we headed to trills.
When we got there we walked in and sat on the couch waiting for everyone to arrive. Soon Maddie walked in with Kaylee. Then a few minutes later came Vinnie Hacker and Arrington Allen. We all said hi and then we decided to play seven minutes in heaven. We were all having fun and then the bottle landed on me and Matt. We went into the closet and Nic closed the door.
"So...." He said.
"So. How are you?" I asked.
"I'm good."
"So the club wasn't too much?"
"I mean it was a lot but I dealt with it."
"Gotcha. Wanna sit?"
"Yeah sure." The closet was small so when we both tried to sit it didn't much work. Matt got to the ground first then noticed the problem when I fell on him. "Oh sry. Wanna just sit on my lap?" He asked.
"Sure." I replied and so I sat but was facing towards him basically straddling him. He then sees the bruise on my wrist and immediately gets supper worried.
"Omg Lily who the fuck did this to you?"
"Oh um..... it was a guy at the club."
"The guy Chris beat up?"
"Yeah."
"Who is it. Do you know who they are?"
I sigh, "...yeah. My ex Dylan."
"Omg!"
"He kinda was really abusive towards me."
"Omg Lily I'm so sorry." Im looking down and so Matt grabs my chin and lifts it up. "You know you can always talk to me about that right? And I will always protect you Lilly."
"Yeah thx Matt."
He was now starting to look at my lips. "Matt?" I whispered. He nodded. "Can I-" I was gunna say kiss you but he must have read my mind or something because he interrupted me with a kiss. It was deep and passionate until Matt pulled away.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. I wasn't thinking."
"No it's ok." Then there was a brief silence before I leaned in to kiss him again but before I was able to nick mocked on the door.
"Times up!" We both struggled to get up and then walked out. The whole night felt awkward from then on since every so often me and Matt looked at each other but didn't smile. Then later in the night I pulled him aside.
"Matt I'm sorry about earlier."
"Me too. We can just forget about it. I'm really drunk and just was acting really impulsive."
"Yeah ok but promise me something plz?"
"Yeah ofc what is it."
"Please don't let this change our friendship."
"Yeah totally I still love and care about you. I just did something unexpected."
"Yeah ok perfect thanks. Also I love you too Matt" we hugged and he kissed my cheek as usual. We then joined the group again and continued the night. Then soon it was time to go home.
~~~ Matt's POV: ~~~
After me and Lilly talked I started thinking. Why would I do that? I have to be really drunk. I definitely am. But why do I still want to do it again. I can't. Me and Lilly are friends. I like our friendship. It's not like I'm in love with her. Right. Maybe I am.
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