DYSTYCHIPHOBIA

PART 5

After discussing an assignment with his friends, Pawin decided to stay in the cafeteria to finish his other assignments. He didn't realize it was almost night because he's too focused on his assignment. He finished his assignment at almost 9 pm .
" Shiaa!! "
Pawin hurriedly packed his bags to get back to his dorm but his luck wasn't on his side. The rain was pouring drizzle making him stuck at the cafeteria with his assignment.

Pawin sighs at his luck but is still grateful because it rains. He really needs rain as natural therapy to relax himself. He has an urge to play with the rain like a child knowing he's the only one there. It's been a long time since he last played with rain but this time he just wanted to sit down, look and listen to the rain sound that could cure his heart a little after a tired day. He smiled happily looking at the rains not knowing someone was watching him from afar.

Marc doesn't know why he keeps staring at that boy who once boiled his heart. All he knew was that he admired that boy. Seeing that boy smiling makes him a little happy. At the same time, he wonders how that boy's personality can change drastically from angry to guilty like he did to him. He kept staring at the boy from where he is.

Pawin was happily watching the rains when suddenly someone came to him.
" Phi Win .... This is for you. I hope you accept this. Bye " That girl give Pawin a present with a note saying ' I like you, phi...can you be my boyfriend? ' . Pawin just accept the present but didn't read the notes given. He knew what's inside the notes was and he knew he could never accept it. He just put the present aside and continue to watch the falling drop from the sky.

Watching that scene, Marc heart start pumping fast and he doesn't why. He just want to confront Pawin now. He make his way to Pawin and sat in the opposite side of the cafeteria tables.
" Hmmm hmmm " Marc faking to cleared his throat to get Pawin attention. Pawin was surprised to see Marc because he thought he's the only one here.
" What are you doing here? " Pawin ask Marc. He's actually hiding his symptom that came when he sees Marc face. His hand are sweating plus trembling.
" I'm looking for you...I lost my dorm key " Lie Marc. He's just want to talk to Pawin but his egos are over him.
" Ohh ....umm Marc. Actually I wanna apologized for that day. I mistalked...I was really emotional at that time. I'm sorry...I'm really sorry. " Pawin tried to touch Marc hand so it would worked better but Marc takes his hand off.

Pawin realized that Marc haven't forgive him yet but he's tired already. It's been a few days since he tried to apologize to Marc. He's given up on apologizing to Marc knowing it wouldn't end well. Thinking about that making his body get weaker. He bought his bag and goes straight to their dorm with Marc following from behind.

Meanwhile Marc kept quiet and just followed Pawin from behind. He guessed that Pawin is giving up on him. He doesn't know why he felt sad too even though it's what he wants since the beginning. He also saw that Pawin hand is sweaty and trembling when touching his hands. Pawin also looked anxious when with him.

As soon as they arrive at the college dorm, they went to their own room without saying words. Marc is getting showered while Pawin is looking for his medicine. He need that medicine but he searched everywhere. There's no sign of the medicine. That's means his medicine is finished and he need to go to get new once. He sighs deeply. They only have one bathroom in their dorm room so he has to wait for Marc to finish showered. In the meantime, he tried to control his symptom so it won't shows.

After 30 minutes, Marc finally finished showering and went to his room to wear his clothes. While Pawin immediately goes inside the bathroom. Marc wear his clothes and headed to the kitchen to find foods for him and Pawin. He find some cooking ingredients in the fridge and started cooking. His cooking was simple as he's not very talented in cooking. He called out Pawin name to eat but there's no answer. Marc looked at the clock, it's been one hour since Pawin was in the bathroom. It's unusual.
" Win!!! Win!! Pawin !!!! " Marc calls out Pawin named in the bathroom but still no answer. He's getting worried. He knocked louder.

Finally, Pawin went out from the bathroom. That relive the hell out of Marc but Pawin condition wasn't that good either. Pawin looks weaker and his body is trembling. Marc stare at Pawin asking for explanation but Pawin just ignores him. Pawin realized his body is getting weaker because of his mindset. He kept thinking that he becomes his parents that hurt people's hearts verbal and physically. He failed to become someone he thinks he is, in the end he's just like his parents. Pawin walks past Marc but his body is trembling hard when he trips. Luckily, Marc managed to catch him. Their eyes met for a brief moment before Pawin took it off. Even worse when he see Marc face, he even more scared. Would Marc did something like his parents did? Will he...? Those thoughts keeps passing on his head.

Marc knew something is wrong with Pawin but Pawin chose to hide it from him. Pawin body is trembling hard and couldn't even move properly. Not even a second after he thinks that, Pawin body falls on his hand.
" Win..!!! Win..!! Wake up !! Meung..!!Winn!!! " Pawin has fainted because of too much pressure on his body. Marc panicked then he got back to his senses and brought Pawin immediately to the nearest hospitals.