Taylor Swift imagines| books 1 and 2

Listening ear. (Mother imagine) (⚠️)

Tw: self harm.

Y/n is 17

Y/ns P. O. V.

"Alright I'll be giving you back your tests on your way out! Have a good weekend!" Mrs. Smith says. I got my backpack and got in the line to go out the door. Once she got to me she handed my the paper and had a disappointed expression. I got a D. I sigh. "I'm sorry" I say. "It's okay. You'll do better next time" she says. I nod and walk out to go to my locker and grabbed my text books. Then went to the library while I waited on my mom.

Chats:

Momma🥰: I'm here sweetheart
Me: coming!

End of chat.

I went out to the car and she had McDonald's for me. I smile. "Thanks momma" I say. "No problem. How was school?" she asks. "Okay. I failed another test" I mumble. "Oh. Was it chemistry again?" she asks. I nod. "Biology. Easy. Physics. Piece of cake. But for some reason chemistry is kicking my ass. Sorry for cursing." I say opening my BBQ sauce and eating a nugget. " I got a call from your math teacher. You're also about to fail." she admits. My eyes widen. "W-what?" I ask." it's okay we can find you a tutor. And-aare you okay? " she asks.

Failure. Failing. Failing school. Can't do it.

"Y/n!" she shouts snapping me out of it. I look at her." s-sorry what did you say? " I ask. " you were panicking. It's okay honey you can bring it up. " she says. I nod. " are you okay? " she asks rubbing my arm. I nod." does that happen alot? " she asks. I felt a tear fall as I nod." I punish myself when I fail" I admit with a whisper. " speak up babygirl" she says." I punish myself when I fail" I say.her eyes widen and she looks at my wrists." not there. Here" i say touching my inner thighs. She pulled over to a gas station and got out of the car. I frown. But she came to my door telling me to follow. I frown and obey. We went to the bathroom. "Show me" she says. My eyes widen. "No mom. " I say. "Y/n I said show me" she said sternly leaving no room for argument. I sigh and pull my shorts down and she gasps at the burns. "Oh y/n" she says holding back a sob. I burst into tears. "I'm so sorry momma! I'm so sorry!" I sob into my hands and she pulled me into a hug. "Momma" I sob.

Taylor's P. O. V.

"I'm here baby. I'm here" I say rubbing her back. "I'm so sorry" she sobs. "Its okay. You don't have to apologize. I should've been paying more attention. I thought not worrying about your grades would be better for you but it turns out you're just like me when it comes to failing. But honey you're failing currently but you haven't failed yet. There's still time to bring it up and I can help you with whatever your struggling with." I say." w-would you be m-mad if I said I wanted a therapist?" she asks." no not at all. Why would I be? " I ask." I don't know there's just some things that are hard to talk to you about and it's not because you'll judge or anything it's because your my mom and I feel comfortable with relationships and stuff but wanting to end my life is not something I feel you wanna hear. " she says. I let out a sob and pull her into my arms tight." I'm sorry. " she sobs."I don't want you to ever feel like that. And if you want to come to me you can. I don't want you to think about what I feel when you get that far into your thoughts. I want you to come to me immediately if you can't get a hold of your therapist in time and I will hold you and comfort you an reassure you." I say." you don't wanna hear me say that tho" she says. " more than anything I don't wanna find you gone. So I'd take you saying youll do something over actually doing it. " I say. She nods." I'll look for a therapist" I say kissing her head." can it be a female?" she asks. I nod. Her dad was abusive so I kicked him to the curb as soon as I found out. She has trauma with any men now. "Of course. Ill look into it. In the mean time let's go home. I want you to shower then we are gonna go get some food." I say." I love you" she says." I love you too" I say hugging her and she responds.

The end.

A/n: hehe. I cute little reassuring moment. 👻