Ravished & Ravenous (#2 Billionaire's Burden)

Part 53

Hello everyone, I hope you all are doing great, well I have gotten enough hate texts for not updating frequently or weekly and being late this month. Well I was trying not to say my part, but I do feel you all need to know what's happening in my life.

I was very happy before the start of December, planning to complete my book and start a new book, bursting with energy, posting new teasers and reels everyday in my Instagram, interacting with you all, going live and what not. I was looking forward to celebrate December, weddings, works, parties and everything I planned. Until everything shattered infront of my eyes, I lost my aunt on 2nd of December, I was so close to her, she was more of my Bestfriend, we used to crack jokes together, laugh, wear twinning outfits and whatnot. Her death hit me so hard, so bad that I slipped into a black hole, I was in shock for two days, not talking with anyone, not eating, numerous panic attacks, night terrors, nightmares, my mind was not able to grasp the sudden change of atmosphere around me.

I know you all were waiting for the update and I am not sorry guys, I was not in the sane state of mind to even touch my phone and write something, I haven't moved on from it yet, I do get panic attacks, you all can't feel the shit I've been going through, I am so thankful to my online friends to check up on me and even stayed on call with me when I cried and choked in the panic attacks numerous times a day.

I've OCD, Anxiety, Panic Attacks and the new addition is PTSD, and guys it's not easy to write when my mind is having it's own world of mental shits, I am trying guys, trust me, I am trying and it's not easy.

Thank you so much for hearing my rants. Just a genuine advice from my side, please be kind to others, you don't know what's someone is going through. We all aren't same, maybe whatever happened with me, I over exaggerated because of my mental health issues. But it's too much for me, I am not used to such traumas and one of my biggest phobia is a fear of losing a love one.

Anyways now you all can go ahead and read the chapter.

Chapter is not Edited..

Also chapter 54 is now available on scrollstack and it has 3300+ words with a sexy and hot mature content....

ALSO GUYS IF YOU ARE IN MY INSTAGRAM YOU KNOW THAT I TRIED UPDATING ON WATTPAD MONDAY AND TUESDAY BUT WATTPAD DIDN'T LET ME AS IT WAS DOWN, IT WAS WATTPAD'S MISTAKE NOT MINE...

2700+ words excluding all the rants..

Reflections by The Neighborhood.

Where have you been?
Do you know if you're coming back?

We were too close to the stars
I never knew somebody like you, somebody
Falling just as hard
I'd rather lose somebody than use somebody
Maybe it's a blessing in disguise (I sold my soul for you)
I see my reflection in your eyes (tell me you see it too)

Jaiveer's POV.

Shravani agreed, she agreed to come back to my penthou--- Home, it would be our home, we would be happy and content and I would go to any extent to keep my wife and little one happy.

Breathing out, I knocked on the door of my father-in-law's study, "Come in." his voice was curt as I walked in.

"You asked about me?"

he nodded before gesturing me to take a sit, "You know, I am still against you and Shravani, because my daughter deserves better." he started his old broken rant.