[FADED SCARS: CHAPTER 9]
"I didn't even knew you care"
(just pretend there is a gif)
GIRLS LOVE GIRLS & BOYS - PIPER ROCKELLE
-TW; self harm mention, burning mention, blood
Elliana had left that room leaving her alone. What made it worse that sadness was hitting her, that endless feeling of being alone
She had gotten off the dirty floor, wiping the dust off her, opening the bathroom door, walking up to the bed, laying her body down,
Her mind was slightly at peace, not hearing any of those voices.
It broke her in many pieces, she didn't know how she was in love with piper, and why it happened.
Maybe she was craving for her. Those specific word she spoke to her, saying that "I'll always choose you" something along those lines,
It made her heart beat fast whenever she was always around her, it made her happy.. It was one of those things she loved about her, Piper didn't care when people hated on her, that was one of those things she loved.
She shook her head, staring out the window, watching the stars mind their business, she loved being at peace. That was one thing.
She got up, opening the curraits and slightly opening the window, feeling the coldish air coming towards her. She re-closed her window, sitting down then laying down.
Pulling the white covers over her. She shut her eyes, hoping for a better new day.
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She looked up, staring at the ceiling, the glowing stars painted on the ceiling, each one of them fell on the floor from how old it was. It was like watching a peddle fall peacefully off a rose,
she closed her eyes, not really caring for anybody but herself,
Yes it was selfish. But who cared?? No one.
The soft music playing the background, the loud chatter downstairs,
She didn't care.
Her parents sure didn't care where she was. They haven't texted since last month when she had arrived in LA, asking if she was making it alright, everything in her body was numb, sure she was happy at some times,
But surely not today,
She didn't know how to explain her feelings, nor explain how badly it made her feel,
She turned over on her left side, not facing the door. a knock snapped her out her thoughts, "can i come in?" the person asked, "yeah" she mumbled, the door opened, she could care less who came in,
Yeah, she was being an asshole, but she had her reason,
"Why are you still in bed, we have so much filming to do," the person told her,
She didn't wanna do it, sure it made her some money. But that sure didn't help her right now in her mental state, she turned to face them, it was jenna, she was fill with joy, she was jealous of how happy she always was,
"What's wrong?" her voice was so filled with concern, her eyes soften,
"Nothing," Jenna frowned, "If you don't wanna talk about it.. Then that's okay, but i'll leave you be, i'll tell piper your not feeling well" she told her, sending the girl a small smile
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girls love girls & boys ~ PIPER ROCKELLE
Fanfiction[EDITED] as piper is a famous influencer, her best-friend, comes back after leaving after a accident, she soon to realize that she slowly falling in love with her, as for y/n she afraid that she'll make that same mistake, she afraid that she...
