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ENFP [tw]

Just Yu Jimin writing something inside her diary, as she holds in her heartbreak.

WARNING: Prepare tissue if necessary.
TW - Suicide

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Hi! I'm Yu Jimin, and I am an ENFP.

That means that I'm really a friendly, energetic person. I speak based on feelings and initiative. In conclusion, I'm an understanding person. Trust me with that, and I'm proud to be an ENFP.

Also, hey! Since this stupid coronavirus started like two years ago, I've never had that many chances to meet my friends. So yeah, that's when online platforms became more effective to all people around the world including me.

Also, I only talked to my friends through online platforms since we cannot meet in person. It was boring actually, because talking online sometimes led to misunderstanding and loneliness because we couldn't feel that much emotion in it.

But, hey! I do have some friends online. Not that we met in person before, but we met each other from an online platform. Some were online friends of mine for three years, some for more than four years, and some were less than that.

We somehow formed an online group of friends with four people in it, dreaming of being a girl group, LOL. There's Aeri, Minjeong, and Ningning.

We were pretty close with each other. Even tho we never met each other in real life, we could feel our friendship here, on the online platform. Sometimes we used to make video calls or voice calls. But still, from all of them, I'm the closest one to Minjeong.

Her full name is Kim Minjeong. We've met online and befriended for almost four years? or three years? I don't remember, but yeah. That's how long we know each other.

Talking about Kim Minjeong, she's different from me. She's an ISTP. She always said that she was introverted as hell when she met new people face to face. People always look strangely at her like she's some sort of criminal or something, so she didn't manage to have lots of friends. That's what she said to me tho. But it's not the case when it comes to online platforms.

She seems bubbly and funny all the time. She always sends stickers and memes whenever we are chatting in KaTalk. Her chats were hilarious and savage as hell. She often speaks about hilarious things that don't make sense at all. I like the way she talks.

Knowing her all these years, yeah I admit that she is hilarious. But at the same time I do know, she hid so many things from me. Even tho we've been friends for so long, I know there's a dark secret inside her.

She was always depressed, and I couldn't understand her at all. She always talks about wanting to meet her friends happily, but couldn't manage or never met one. Her hilarious and bizarre chat sometimes looked desperate for attention, and I couldn't understand what she trying to say to me.

Minjeong always says that she desperately wanted to meet me but didn't have the chance to do so. So do I. I really want to meet her, but I'm so busy with my daily life. Work, studies, and stuff.

Since I'm the only girl in my family, I need to help my mother with her business. I have an older sister. But she's working out of the country, leaving only me, mom, and dad at home. What can I do? I have to help my parents at home.

Minjeong's life was pretty similar to mine. She has an older brother. Only is that her older brother is currently in the military service. While Minjeong only continuing her studies online at this moment, she's the only child at home.

Minjeong wasn't like me who rarely touched my phone, I think Minjeong was with her phone 24/7. Her phone never leaves her! or maybe she never leave her phone. If I ever chat with her or call her, she will reply it less than five seconds. Isn't that amazing?