Why am I feeling this way? (Satoru×Suguru JJK fanfiction)

CHAPTER IV.

SATORU POV:
I was walking around the city to calm myself down. I didn't care about the bandage yet, I jusr need to be calm now. But something just wouldn't stop bothering me. I wanted to talk to Suguru but I was too hurt to do anything. I was lost. At one point, I wanted to go to him and on the other one, I wanted to stay away from him as much as it was possible. But now, I just wanted to calm down, nothing more. I got to a café and sat down. Cofeine was the only thing that was helping me now since I couldn't sleep.

SUGURU POV:
I was ready to assume the gift for Satoru. I was supposed to meet the deliver in the city near a café. So I took a taxi there and walked around for a little. I saw some cool things that Satoru would love from how I knew him. But then...when I got in front of the café and started waiting for the guy, I saw him. He was inside that café. He had his shades on that he was always wearing when he was a teenager and he was drinking some coffee while looking at his phone. He looked so peaceful so at one moment, I felt my cheeks got a little red..I didn't know why. I putted my right hand on my cheek and I caressed it for some time, until the deliver arrived. "So, this is an order for Suguru Geto, am I right?" He asked me as he got out of the car. I nodded, paid him his money, took the gift and he left.
As soon as he did that, I started wondering. What if I got to him now? I got a great opportunity right now. "Fuck it" I whispered to myself and decited to talk to him. I entered the café and walked towads him. He had his earphones on so he didn't notice me. I had to tap on his shoulder. He turned his head to me and sighed loudly. "May I sit here?" I tried to start a conversation. He only nodded and kept looking at his phone. He looked like he was in a bad mood. His hair was messy and he had this oversized hoodie that I never saw in my entire life on him. "Is everything alright Satoru?" I asked him with worry. He sighed again "Yeah...I'm feeling great.." he tried to lie but I knew him too well so I immediately knew something was wrong. "Satoru I'm really sor-" "Geto, I don't want this conversation." He told me coldly...and he called me by my last name..that hurted.."Right..I'm sorry...that I wanted to talk about sonething..sensitive to you..." I was getting more sad and worried every second now. But I also felt another feeling. I felt it in my stomach. It was like if butterflies where in it. "So..what have you been doing all this..time?" I tried to get him to talk. I missed his voice so fucking much. "Nothing important" he replied quickly. I got slightly angry "Nothing important?! So all this time, you did 'Nothing important'? Satoru cut the crap. You changed and I don'-" "People change, Geto. Get over it." He standed up. "Wait Satoru I didn't mean to.." I standed up too. I didn't want him to leave. To let it be like this. I wanted to be close to him again. As we used to be. "You already did enough, Geto." He told me and was about to leave. "Satoru please. Just listen to my words." I said with a little scared tone because I really wanted him to be near me...again. "Suguru, you can't just fix it like this. You left...you left..." he left the store. I