🌼 Flower Garden . . . || Annie's oc drabbles

🖤🍀 | • Eugene Min & Taylor Kim : Two Birds II 🥀

TAY was utterly shocked.
Eugene opened the door of his room, and found him like this- a crying mess that he had been able to cover up for days and nights, but nothing lasts forever, and he stared at Eugene, who stared at him too- shocked. 

 As he heard his name escape from the lips of his best friend, he snapped back to reality.
"I- I told you not to go in." Tay said, trying to pretend he wasn't sobbing his heart out, but his attempt failed so bad, since his voice was breaking. 

 This was it. This was the moment he will destroy his image of himself, and it had to be his best friend to witness it first. 

EUGENE had no words, his best friend was crying.
He looked horrible- tormented, good god- what made him like this? He felt his heart break just by the sight of it. 

 He ran towards Tay, and pulled him into an embrace, not even knowing what made him like this, but he didn't care- all he knew was that Tay needed a hug. Eugene hugged him, for the first time.

He never did this before- it was always Tay who initiated hugs, and kisses, but something in him told himself that he must hug him. However, as he did, Tay pushed him away. "Stop it-" his best friend said. 

TAY couldn't say anything else.
He didn't want Eugene to find out the truth, even if he planned to tell him about it which was never, not like this- it's terribly cruel, because he never wanted his friends, especially his best friend- to see him cry. So all he could do was push him away, pitying Eugene.

"I-I'm sick, you'll get sick too." Tay completed his sentence, while averting his gaze from Eugene, because he knew was a big lie, yet he still tried to lie. 

EUGENE was shocked as Tay pushed him away, and knew that Tay's lie was an excuse. 

"Tay, are you seriously trying to lie to me?" Eugene looked at Tay, who wasn't looking at him, who seemed ashamed of lying. 

"You aren't sick Tay! Your body temperature is normal, but you have definitely been hiding something from me and the squad. What's wrong?!" Eugene said, worried for his best friend. 

He practically was begging his friend to talk, but his friend was not looking at him, silent. 

"it's nothing really..." Tay said, suddenly smiling, "Now, can I go to the bathroom-" Tay was about to get up from the bed, but Eugene held his friend's shoulder, which stopped him. 

"Tae-Yeon, please." He looked mad, because he was- he was lying to his face, despite the fact they were best friends. 

"I-it's nothing..." Tay said, trying not to let his tears fall down. 

"No Tay, it's something!" Eugene said, on the contrary to what Tay said. 

 "Y-you're crying, and you're saying that you're fine but it's not true, and something is bothering you, but you won't tell me what it is!" Eugene said, and his voice was breaking too, as if he's about to cry. 

 "Because I'm really ok, Eugene!" Tay said, standing up from his room, trying to avoid the topic, but Eugene wasn't going to let go that easily. 

"Tay, stop denying it! Something is bothering you so much, what is it? Please tell me-!" Eugene followed his best friend around, who was rummaging through the snacks in their pantry, as if he is trying to escape the conversation. 

"It's nothing, Eugene!" Tay said once again, and this was just it for Eugene. 

"What the hell, Tay?! Why are you still lying to me, can't you just say it to me? I thought we were best friends, and you lie to me, as if I'm a stranger-!" Eugene yelled at Tay while he grabbed him by the shoulders, whose eyes were wide with shock as he was shouted at. 

TAY looked at Eugene, literally about to cry again.
He finally decided to stop playing games, and cut to the chase.

"You really want to know? Fine." Tay said bitterly. "I'm like this because I'm all alone." Tay looked into the eyes of his best friend, who looked at him again, as if he was joking.

 "Tay, you're not lonely. You have me, Myles, Shawn-hyung, Jas-"
"That's the thing, Eugene! You guys aren't there. You guys are with your girlfriends, or boyfriends on dates, and here I am, being a loser all alone on my bed, with no one to talk to or hang out with, because all his friends have their own lives, and I sit on the floor with nothing-!" Even before Eugene can finish his sentence, Tay cut him off, because he couldn't take the pain anymore. He finally dropped the bomb. 

EUGENE stared at his best friend. He had no absolute idea his friend felt that way, and he felt terrible. 

"Oh my god Tay, I- I'm so sorry, I had no idea-" Eugene said as he let go of his harsh grip on his friend's shoulders, about to hold his friend's hand but Tay slapped the hand away. 

"I don't need your sympathy, Eugene! Or Myles, or Shawn-Hyungs or anyone's-! I just want my friends back..." Tay cut him off once again, and sobbed- he didn't care at this point if his friend saw him cry. 

 Eugene was trying not to cry either, it hurt him deeply to see his friends hurt, but he felt terrible about himself, because he was the reason he was one of the reasons he felt like this. 

 "I- I never wanted to tell anyone." Tay croaked. "B-because I-I wanted you guys to be happy." Tay's voice wavered, and he fell to the floor on his knees, sobbing. 

 Eugene immediately rushed to his side, and held him in his arms. 

"I'm so sorry Tay, I was so insensitive.." Eugene said, as he let a few tears roll down his face. 

Tay looked at him, and hugged him back- and cried his heart out as he dug his head in Eugene's shoulder, and Eugene held him tightly, trying to comfort him... 

"I love you, ok? You're not alone." Eugene said as he kissed his friend's forehead.

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(A/N) FYI, Tay and Eugene are not romantically attracted to eachother, Tay is just very fond of affection. The kisses and hugs are very platonic, so please don't get the wrong idea!                  

I hope you like the drabble, part 3 will post in a while so stay tuned <3

        

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