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Alexis Marie Bennett 9:00 am
Turning off my alarm, I glanced over seeing Von side of the bed still empty and made
He hasn't been home since last night and honestly I did not care to try to blow his phone up. It was a everyday thing. He would be out all night, come home for dinner and leave again until the next day. We were drifting apart, he hasn't touched me, kissed me, complimented me or anything
I didn't bother to confront him either. Whenever I did he was always get angry or irritated and leave the house. He hasn't been the same ever since his grandma died. After her funeral he turned to drugs bad. I can't even tell when he's sober and genuine anymore
Sighing I got up, making my side of the bed back up putting on my house shoes and robe opening the curtains before walking to the attached bathroom turning on the shower so it could warm up
Walking in my closet I found me an outfit for the day just to lounge around the house in. Some leggings and a cropped tank. Not much could fit me anymore honestly since I been loosing weight. I think it's stress but that's what love do
Slipping my robe off as I walked back into the bathroom I lifted the cropped shirt I had on taking it off before sliding my lace panties off
Stepping in the shower I let out a sigh of relaxation as the hot water hit my skin
Grabbing my towel and dove soap I began to wash off just letting my mind wonder.. I found myself thinking if Von really loves me or does he want something new??
Turning the water off I stepped out grabbing my towel wrapping it around my body turning the sink on brushing my teeth
I took off my scarf looking at my hair and how bad it looked. I been letting this get to me too long. I finished getting ready not even bothering to put my wedding ring on.
Yeah.. Von is my husband.
Walking out my room down the hall way into the kitchen I got started on breakfast since it was easier to cook first. After I finished breakfast I walked in the living room sighing looking at the table that had a bottle of Hennessy, cough syrup, a bow and some pills on there. Along with some dice and money
Quickly cleaning up the mess I walked into my 6 year old daughter Maliyah's room opening her curtains
"Liyah" I shook her softly
"Wake up boo. Cmon" I woke her up softly as I heard the front door open
"Cmon baby" I said as Maliyah groaned and I sighed picking her up out the bed
"Wake up" I set her down and she walked into her bathroom as I made her bed
