I checked your facebook today to see if you're doing okay.
You changed your profile picture and cover photo. It's a sign you're starting to heal.
You still have that quote up though, so I know you're still hurting a lot too.
I still think of you.
Worrying that you might do something wreckless.
But also knowing that you wouldn't do that to your mom. I'm sure she resents me. I never meant to hurt you, and I hope she knows how much I still care about you. And that I never meant to hurt you.
I hope you're eating.
I hope you're giving your dog so much pets.
I hope you're holding those gifts you were going to give to me and hope to give them to someone in the future that makes you feel even happier than I made you feel.
You deserve happiness.
You deserve the world.
I hope I become a love story you can tell your future kids. Maybe even a life lesson. That even though you feel so happy in the moment, life takes you on a different course.
Because I know I will be telling my future kids about you. And how you were my light in the darkest times. And how without you I would still be so self conscious and lacking so much confidence in myself. And how I deserve love too..
How I hope you know.
