Alpha You

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As you and Rose headed out of your parents neighborhood you had told her she could pick whatever she wanted for lunch as long as you could pick up your food easily as you drove. And you had both agreed on Jack In The Box.

Your little cupholder insert handled a space for fries or onion rings and a sauce on the side so you could munch and drive but you only used it on your trips.

Ready you finally pull out sipping on your vanilla iced coffee waiting to turn right when it was free and once on the freeway as Rose had finally settled on a song in her playlist before taking a bite of her eggroll. "Grace says you know how to make egg rolls, they are one of my favorites."

You nod humming along to the Christmas music she had put on even as you realize this was not the twelve days of Christmas you knew. "I know how to make lumpia and spring rolls."

Dipping into the sweet and sour she asks. "Those are the clear noodle ones like salad? I love the peanut sauce, but there's not enough meat."

You laugh agreeing and dipping your cheddar jalapeno poppers into the ranch. "I always say the same so I put a lot in mine when I make them."

Rose ended up being a great co-pilot singing along at the top of her lungs with you to BTS's Danger as well as Ring my Bell by Anita Ward lowering the volume she says.

"I haven't got my bell run by anyone, but think about maybe someday I'll be ready to. Does it hurt really bad?"

You show no change in your body as you think quickly how to answer before smiling over at her and then back at the road. "Namjoon did everything in his power to make our first time together beautiful. It was the night of my Senior Prom and if there was any pain I don't even remember it because he made me feel cherished."

Remembering that night and the days after make you smile and you tell Rose you would be a minute and needed some time to think.

Would you like to plan an adventure with me? It will barely cost you anything.

You feel Jungkook's chuckle warming you as Jimin's and Taehyung's join in and Jungkook says. You had us at adventure babe.

You had laid out your idea and finally reached out to Namjoon knowing this topic would distract him as you crossed into California Rose dozing next to you. Taking another sip of your Monster drink you liked the flavor of this one over all other brands. Feeling that buzz creeping in as you neared the border you heard Jungkook's Go.

I would like you to get an HIV test. You say suddenly flinging your doors open for him and not having asked for permission quietly you can tell he's startled as you cross and says.

Of course! I should have been the one to suggest it. That was very thoughtless of me. I meant what I said, we're taking a sabbatical this is going to be like before together. Umm I'm sorry, Jungkook just came into the room and kicked Jin, and Taehyung won't stop trying to kiss Yoongi Hyung. Jimin will you stop trying to undress Hobi Hyung!

Take care of what you need to, call me back if you can. You say and smiling as you think of the chaos going on there you knew that you were the last thing on their mind right now. Especially as you hear Rose's sleepy relaxed voice.

"This is going to be fun, thank you for inviting me. I can't believe that I'm going to an awards show. I'm only going to take two pictures. I want to enjoy their performance."

"I'm glad your with me too, this is going to be a lot of fun your right."

"Maybe when Trish does my makeup people won't treat me like I'm a baby because of how I talk. There's nothing wrong with my brain because I don't like to touch all the time."