Rin's Destiny

Time flies, but new feelings appear

Fanart made by: McAnimeArt
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"I need to know what this feeling is" I thought as I ran to Miss Kagome's house "I know that since I was a child, I worried about him" came a memory that when I was eight years old, Lord Sesshomaru was fighting Moryomaru. "I thought that at that moment, he would be defeated, but I believed in his victory" I thought, I had been worried that Moryomaru would kill Lord Sesshomaru, but to be worried about Lord Sesshomaru when I was a teenager? This is new to me, so I want to know what feeling I'm feeling. Miss Kagome's House wasn't too far away, but luckily for me, Miss Kagome was returning home with medicinal herbs in her basket.

-Miss Kagome! —I shouted as I ran towards her—

Kagome: -hm? Rin? You here? —she said turning her head when she saw me behind her—

-Oh... I'm sorry if I stopped you from returning to your house. —I replied with difficulty catching my breath—

Kagome: -No need to apologize, Rin. If you called me it's because you need me, right? Then? How can I help you? —she finished the question after turning to face me—

-well... it's about... Lord Sesshomaru, he...

Kagome: -Sesshomaru? What does he have?

-I had met him again.

Kagome: -That's great! After seven years, you finally met again! You must be happy, right?

-Happy that Lord Sesshomaru is back? Of course I am. But... when he... —I paused to take a deep breath and continue speaking— -he approached me... I felt... a slight heat on my cheeks... and my heart it was accelerating little by little... Miss Kagome, you know what this is, right?

Kagome: -... of course I know... that feeling, Rin. It feels really good, such an incredible feeling that you can't refuse. —Miss Kagome replied with a certain nostalgia—

-You speak as if you've already been through this.

Kagome: -I've been through this, Rin. After I met Inuyasha, I always thought he hated humans and yet, he accepted the company of Sango, Miroku, Me, Kirara and Shippo. He once said he would protect me. But, after Kikyo was resurrected, using her body of bones and earth. Inuyasha couldn't stop thinking about her, and I couldn't stop thinking about him. Inuyasha loved Kikyou. But even if Kikyo felt the same, she couldn't show it or admit it. But after so many dangers that I went through, I left Inuyasha worried about me. He didn't want to lose me, because I was always by his side and I always stayed with him. I never left him alone. After a long time, fighting Naraku, searching for Shikon's Jewel Fragments, Inuyasha and I became closer and closer to each other, and we thought it was the Thread of Destiny binding us together. —Priestess Kagome explained and summarized everything—

-Thread of Destiny? —I asked with a certain curiosity—

Kagome: -The Thread of Destiny is better known as "bonds of love"

-Wait a minute... you're telling me that what I'm feeling is...

Kagome: -You're falling in love with Sesshomaru, aren't you, Rin?

"in love... with Lord Sesshomaru? I... never felt this way before... but, after my parents and brother died, I stopped feeling love..."

Kagome: -Tell me, Rin. You're in love with Sesshomaru, right?

-well... actually... —I started looking at Miss Kagome— -I don't know what love is, Miss Kagome...

Kagome: -Rin!... that means you...

After what I said, I started to remember the moment I saw my parents and brother die before my eyes... that was a nightmare for me "when will this end?" I asked myself every day.

Kagome: -But there is something that leaves me confused, Rin. If you're not in love with Sesshomaru, why do you refuse other men's dating requests?

"It's true, when I was fifteen, men in the village started asking me to be their girlfriend and for some reason I keep refusing these requests... why? What was the reason? I can't remember"

-I... I don't know... —I replied with my head down. Miss Kagome was about to speak when she heard her husband's voice—

Inuyasha: -KAGOME! HURRY UP!

Kagome: -I'M COMING, INUYASHA, CALM DOWN! —she said looking at him, and then looking at me— -look, Rin. I don't know what happened in your past. But, I imagine it must have been traumatizing for you to stop feeling love for someone or your family...

-Is it bad to no longer feel love for someone, Miss Kagome?...

Kagome: -I don't know, Rin. You must discover this for yourself. Listen, if you want to come talk to me, I'll be at my house to listen.

-right... thank you, Miss Kagome. —I looked at her with a slight smile—
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After having talked with Miss Kagome, I decided to leave, I have to admit in my thoughts "Miss Kagome is very kind, she always gives good advice to those who feel down or confused" Miss Kagome is like a sister older to me, I saw Miss Kagome like that. "Is this how I'm supposed to feel love? Feel love for Miss Kagome because she's considered a sister to me, but not by blood?" I asked myself. This was becoming a little clear, but far from understanding what love is.

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Then? What do you think Kagome's relationship with Rin would be like in the anime? Would the two be close or not?