Rin's Destiny

Back to the past

Still the same thing? To be continued. But there was a part of this chapter that I changed.
Anyway, Good Reading!
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"A place... totally dark... what happened? Did I die? This is the underworld of the dead, right? Lord Sesshomaru's Mother must be watching me right now. Well, I think I'll continue on my way. .." while I was walking. Suddenly I see something shining in front of me, but the brightness starts to increase "a light? Why? Where does it lead?" The light starts to get stronger, and covers the whole place, it made me blind... I was... teleported to the other place? Where? And... how hot is this I feel? It's so... familiar...

"Rin... Rin... wake up... open your eyes... my beautiful girl..."

I start to open my eyes... I see... "she... mommy?" A woman wearing a Kimono in dark, dull tones of pink and purple, she looks like me. The ends of tied hair, brown eyes...

-Mom... it's you?... —I couldn't help it, I ran to her and hugged her, letting my tears roll down my face— -MOM!... I missed you... I missed you SO MUCH Missing you... —I hugged her tighter, I didn't want to let her go—

-me too... I missed you, Rin... —she said hugging me and then walking away, grabbing my shoulders— -You've grown up a lot... you're very beautiful... a beautiful woman... —she said looking at me with a face of compassion—

-Mom... —I didn't know what to say, after a long time, I was able to see her again. I don't want her to disappear. I... want to be with her— -Mom... I... about What happened before, I... I'm sorry... I didn't want you, Dad and my brother to have died. But I couldn't do anything, forgive me, Mother! That's my fault! If I had done something, you wouldn't have died! But I couldn't do anything. And... —I wanted to continue talking, but I was interrupted—

-Why are you blaming yourself for something you didn't do?

-It's because... I let you die, without doing anything to stop it...

-It's not your fault, Rin. —I said drying my tears— -everything is fine. In fact, it was my fault.

-Mom...

-Forgive me, Rin... for leaving you alone. Because of me, you were left suffering... at the hands of those damned men. —she spoke angrily about the men who mistreated me— -but... I'm happy... that you're not alone... —she finished with a beautiful smile—

-that I'm... not alone?

-of course! Even though you keep remembering that me, your father and your brother are dead. You remained strong and moving forward... —she said with pride—

-It was how you wanted, wasn't it?

--flashback--
-... Ri...in...

Rin (8 years old): -MOMMY! PLEASE DON'T DIE! PLEASE RESIST! —said looking at her with tears— -hang on tight, okay? I'll get help. I'll call a doctor and...

-Rin...

Rin: -Daddy...?

-you... can't do anything... —he said, opening his eyes, looking at the ceiling— -it's... too late... to... help your mother...

I was terrified, seeing my parents bleeding from wounds that looked deep.

Rin: -Dad... Mom... —she called looking at them— -please... don't close your eyes... I... I beg you... —she said in sobs and clenching her fists—

-why not, Rin?... you... don't need to worry... —he said with his eyes closed and Rin looks at him— -your mother and I... just... We're tired... we just want... to get some sleep... —he said with a slight smile—