the twelve letter

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5/5/15
dear, ashton
last night when i spent the night we almost had sex,
almost.

you said you weren't quite ready, and i was glad you stopped because i wasn't sure i would have been able to without making it awkward and uncomfortable.

we did kiss some more and left some quite noticeable marks on each other.

you still make my heart beat faster than when i got high for the first time.

i learned a few things about you last night;
•you hate bees (who doesn't?)
•your first kiss was when you were 7 with a girl named katy (why are all 7 year old girls named katy????)
•your taste in music is my face (if you get this reference marry me)
•you have a daddy kink (i laughed and you pouted until i called you daddy)
i learned other things but it's late and i'm going to call you to say goodnight.

love, eden

p.s i am officially in love with you ashton irwin

p.p.s you told me that i'd been smiling more often as i was walking out the door, i grinned and said,  "i've found a reason to." and kissed you goodbye before i had to leave.

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