6/20/18
dearest ashton,
i have no reason to still be writing to you, but i couldn't help it after i saw you sitting in the cafe we used to go together with a new girl. part of me has always expected we would find each other again, that someday we would run into one another at the grocery store or the park by my house and you'd tell me how much of a mistake you'd made and that you still loved me and always would. now i see the way you look at her. it's the same way i always wished you could look at me. my heart is heavy but deep down i am so filled with joy that you found someone to love like i love you. i'll just always wish i was her.
mason is everything i could have asked for. but he isn't you, he knows this and i can see the pain in his eyes when he tells me he loves me. i do love him, with everything i have. i don't know what's wrong with me.
love always, eden
p.s. i'm considering finally sending these letters to you. i can't hold onto them any longer.
YOU ARE READING
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