By my window

1.

Zephyr :

The sky was crying, it was raining.
So was my heart. It was 4:12 in the morning. Got off my bed and saw that window again the yellow warm light which would make me calm. I don't know who lives behind those windows , behind those curtains. I don't know the story behind those walls. Never saw anyone except a boy who leave his place by 4.56 am. I always see him in a beanie with a cardigan onn, but never saw his face. I blew thoughts of my mind & went to sketch something. I just held my brush and started painting as if I knew what I wanted but it was still unclear.

      It's been a week since I've stepped out. Well, my parents are always surrounded with work. They hardly even come home. Once a week maybe?firstly It felt lonely but now I'm used to being alone.

Remember that boy who lived across the street? Well he has a beautiful family. He live there with his parents and  Two little sisters with a little dog. His name is apparently "dusky".
Oh no not the guy the dog.  It's been a week since they've moved inn. The person who lived here earlier had left. He was just an old man a very timid one though. He was crazy with knowledge and was always  curious about outer space.  I would visit him once in a week. Before leaving the last time when i saw him he was tensed, very tensed. Even left without letting saying goodbye, people next door said his wife wasn't well so he had to go. Strange that he never talked about her.
    
      
   After scribbling my thought with the paint brush I went downstairs, to the kitchen to cook something for myself.
Took my black coffee and last night's prepared oats and had that.

Wait! Did I almost forgot to tell you about Griffin? Aw Griffin I'm sorry.
I live with Griffin

Little kid was still sleeping. Ater eating I went to the veranda to water the plants. I saw the new neighbor, she was mid aged but  her smile was so beautiful that it felt like a warm hug almost mother like.  She came near me and asked for my name. I replied :"hi I'm Zephyr ,pleased to meet you...?"
'Oh I'm, Stefany.. Stefany Peirson' guess you've got new neighbors to bother you huh? *said Mrs peirson in a playful tone* "oh surely" *i replied chuckly*
So where are your parents honey? Mrs. Peirson asked. "Ohh actually they live in the state." So you live here- she was interrupted by Mr. Peirson. Honey, You might have to stop troubling that kid! Remember we already have ours throwing tantrums at what barbie she wants hurry up or she'll get angry. Mrs. Peirson chuckled  bid bye and left.

  
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   Dear God,
What does it takes to have someone to love you? To care for you? To actually think about? I've never got anything of that. Everyone else seems to be happy, even if they're pretending I can't even pretend that I'm happy ,why? You do justice to all right then were is someone who truly is made for me? No one really want me. Seems like I'm just a mistake and they all want me erased.i wish you were here by my side.

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I woke up by that yellow light again. But this time there was him with his telescope all set.

I wanted to watch him even more, he felt like home which I never had. He had curly brown hairs which were trying to hide his most beautiful feature, his eyes. Which had their own mysteries.

    

My phone starts ringing & to my surprise it was  Dad! I've been missing them since long. I picked up he call excitingly

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Zephyr: Dad! You guys are coming home for Christmas right?

Dad: oh dear, I think we might not be able to visit this Christmas

Zephyr: why dad? you mom and Qeir (brother ) could come home for a day atleast-

Dad: it's just that we're busy

Zephyr: nothing new dad.

I hung up the call.

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I ran to my room. With eyes full of tears. I had no one to tell me not to cry, to hug me for once and say that everything is ok, that they care. Never.

I didn't knew when I fall asleep. When I woke up it was 4 something in the morning. I got up tied my hair , cleaned my room and got ready for school. I saw that beanie guy again. But this time he was in a hurry. As if he had been waiting for something. I went back to my room and took Griffin out for a walk he loves walks.

* after walk *

Both of us were fresh as well as tried I told Griffy that I'll be back from school. So don't worry about me. He shook his head ran all over the house and slept my cute little maniac. I drove to school.

I was in my thoughts how  this year of school is gonna go. I've never been that girl. But I had always been that other girl. No one knew about her existence.

I looked over my report card to see my new class. I was majoring in astro physics. I saw everyone was busy with their friends, while wandering for a seat I found one near the window at the  last.

The sun was rising up. As, it had found it's purpose for rising up today as well. The clouds were shattered as if it was a broken mirror. But this mirror can be joined back just like a person's heart.

Our teacher came in, I was happy how I had to sit by myself only.

  Just as our teacher got done with attendace she said that there was this new kid. Who was going to be studying with us.

       Here, welcome " Kaizen " be cheerfull and nice to him y'all.  His hairs were coming his eyes , he was tall very tall. Wearing a cargo pants with a hoodie on. typical. It was black, his clothes. Black hmmm mystery , secrets- I brushed my thoughts off. Teacher asked him to sit beside me the girls were already giving me a look cause yeah, they found him very attractive.

   While he sat I was looking away from him, at the window. No he didn't had a golden retriever personality.

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