By my window

2.

And yeah, just like that our classes had ended for the day. After school, I was heading back home when dad called. I was  already  tried after the whole school thing so I thought of not picking it  up. 

       As I Opened the door and  I saw dad, mom and Qeir at home. It felt It had  been years since I had seen them all "surprise they said" I hugged them. Who wouldn't want family at home for Christmas ??

Dad had asked me to get ready as we were heading out for dinner. I wore a black dress with my beige overcoat. You know , I like black. It used to be yellow but now black. how simple it is right?
Just a colour with so many emotions.
 
  Someone has got prettier? Mom said. Qeir said yeah after me. "Ever thinking of growing up quarry??" I said. Dad looked over his watch and said we're getting late come on let's get going guys.

    As we were getting settled in car Mrs peirson approached. And said "you both must be Zephyr's parents? Right.. she's so well behaved such a good ki-" dad cutted her off and said "then you must meet our little one , Qeir He's best at everything well let'snget tea some time actually we're getting little late today if you won't mind" "oh sure! Why not see y'all enjoy. Merry Christmas guys"
 
   Dad had booked at a really good place I must say. Four of us were really happy.
While coming back home dad said "he wanted to talk to me about something, important"  " ok dad, we can talk  tomorrow . I guess school is off for a week or two" "ok" he replied.
 
I wrote in my journal how grateful I was about all this happening and would kill to have this life forever. Or maybe as long as I could have one. I was happy after years. I looked through my window to feel the cold breeze but with that breeze I caught someone's gaze as well. I looked there and he looked away & went back to his room yeah it was kaizen. Weirdo!

I shall sleep thanks for everything god, goodnight.

I woke up and mom and Qeir were not at home dad said they had went out for Christmas shopping. "Oh that soun-" I was interrupted by dad. "See, zephyr we really didn't wanted to do this now  but- I mean there's something you must know" said dad.
 
   I already had a bad feeling about this. What is it dad? I said. We're leaving the country. He  simply stated. He then added "excluding you". "Dad how will I live then? Is it why y'all came?" I'll send the money he said. Oh for God's sake dad!! It's not always about the money! Can't you and mom see that I'm your child as well??? Why would you both have me in the first place if you had to abandon me. I'm not a piece of shit that you'll throw me anywhere. Leave now and never be back for good. Keep that many with yourself. I hate you, dad. I hate you and mom.

  He left. Mom and Qeir had already left early in morning.

I cried and cried and cried. You know that what it feels to have everything and still have nothing? I've a house to live without my family. I've money but no interest to spend it. I've a family but I don't have anyone to cry out loud too. I've it all and nothing. That's worse.

Griffin knew I was upset he came down next to me and sat. I was crying and Griffin was there. Humans can never be animals. Cause animals are thousand times better then humans. A thousand. We humans are the worst. Oh I wish I could escape reality.

  I  was asleep until I woke up to a ring at the door. My face and eyes were swollen from crying. I checked the time and it was 7 at night. I opened the door and say mrs peirson." Honey, would you like to come home to celebrate Christmas with us?" She said. I hugged her. I don't know why. But I felt like she was the mom I always wanted. I looked over at my clothes honestly, my night suit. She said you're gonna stay tonight with us come on you still look beautiful.

She opened the door and let me and Griffin in. There came two little girls running away. And said kaizen "your girlfriend is here" " wait what?" I said. Mr peirson said "oh hi Zephyr. " she pointed at Emily and Amber  told them  that "kaizen doesn't date humans he's only into aliens". He came running and said "what's goin- you why're you here he said looking at me". Mrs peirson said she's family. And without family how can we celebrate christmas?

  Those words gave my heart a warm hug. My whole life I had wanted mum and dad to use those words but I never got that love and affection from them. Neither from Qeir he was younger but still was my brother. Mom and Quer didn't even said goodbye, and just how left.
   
    I was brushed off from my thoughts when mrs. Person said "kids come onn show Zephyr three of your's room" oh yeah come Zephyr both the girl said and to my surprise I was halfway through their room.
" So do you like it zephyr " asked Emily "yes yes  Zephyr how's it??" Added Amber.

"Oh it's so pretty girls. Just like you both"  "but but but whose more prettier me or emily" asked amber. " The one with blue eyes and blonde hair " I replied. Emily said "but we both have that!"  "I know" I said. Kaizen came and asked both the girls to go and have dinner. He then asked  "don't you want to see my room?" "Yeah ofcourse the one with the window you keep sneaking in through" I replied playfully he rolled his eyes and I followed him. I his room was at the top floor. While. Climbing the stairs up I asked him "why he didn't talked to me at school?" To which he replied and said "you didn't aswell". "Fine you win again" I said.
Here you go my little room.

It looked as if it was out of some book. So dreamy. "Oh my god! That's beautiful" who painted that? I asked. I did he proudly said." What you're  artistic aswell?"  "I'm much more than I seem to be" he said. What's up there I say a door to somewhere and asked him about it. He said that's none of anyone's business. "Kids! Food's ready" mrs peirson called.

   What's there through that door?

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