Will you be my light??

chapter-2

I wake up because of a sound of thud. After adjusting the light in my eyes I saw Rohit is collecting some files from the floor. I want to sit so I put some force on my right hand and guess what it hurts like hell I screamed. Rohit comes to me and make me sit on the bed carefully.
Rohit- kya kr rhi ho haath ko puri tarah se torne ka irada hai kya
Just then flashback of last night comes in front of my eyes. I looked at my bandaged hand. Rohit gives me a glass of water with a painkiller. I sallow the painkiller with water and he kept the glass on nightstand and I looked at him.
Rohit- kya hua??
Me- haa batao kya hua
R- main tumse puchh rha hu ruhi kya hua dard ho rha hai kya
Me- mera toh nhi pta tumhe kya hua
R- mughe kya hoga
Me- toh itna weird kyu behave kr rhe ho kya hua hai Rohit koi problem hai tum mughse share kr sakte ho mughse kuchh hua hai kya meri koi baat ka bura lga hai kya tumhe.
R- seriously ruhi kl jb maine tumse puchha toh tumne bataya mughe nhi na to ab tum ku puchh rhi ho
I remembered our conversation from yesterday morning he wanted to know my secret but which secret I don't know.
He the start moving away so I held his wrist from my left hand. He looked at me.
R- kya hai ruhi
Me- kya janna hai tumhe Rohit
R- what
Me- konsa secret ke bare me kl puchh rhe the tum
R- kitne secrets hai tumhare. Mughe bas wahi janna hai jisko janne ka right hai mera.
Me - Rohit pls bate gol gol mat ghumayo aur sidhe aasan bhasa me puchho jo puchhna hai
R- ok main saaf saaf puchhta hu jb tum kisi aur se pyar krti ho toh shadi mughse ku ki.
What he knows about me and armaan.
Me- kisse pyar krti hu main
I left his hand and he sits in front of me
R- bs vahi nhi pta mughe, pr dekho ruhi agar tum mere saath nhi rehna chahti ho koi baat nhi we can divorce pr kam se ksm tum baat toh karo. Main tumhe iss rishte me force nhi krunga.
How can someone be that good he knows that his wife love someone else he should be angry on me. But here he is saying all this is he for real. His brom orbs shows the amount of hurt he is feeling now like any moment he will breakdown. I am sorry Rohit for hurting you like this. He stand up and about to move and again I held his hand a tear drop from his eyes he wiped it immediately. I gestured him to sit. And he did my heart pierced after looking at his eyes.
Me- kisne kaha mughe tumhare sath nhi rehna maine aisa kaha kya.
He smiled bitterly
R- vahi toh problem hai tum kabhi kuchh kehti hi nhi ho. Tumne mughe bataya ku nhi ki tum kisi aur se pyar krti ho mana kr deta main shadi se.
Me- I know Rohit maine tumhe bahut hurt kiya hai but trust me main tumse kuchh chhupana nhi chahti thi.
R- koi baat nhi toh ab bta do tumne mughse apni marzi se shadi ki hai ya pressure me aakr.
I looked down and left his hand I was not able to look at his eyes anymore his eyes was bloodshot red by now he was controlling his tears. I also got guilt tears in my eyes. How can I hurt this pure soul. A tear again slipped from his eyes but this time he didn't wipped it.
R- I got my answer ruhi tum chinta mt karo main divorce papers ready krwa deta hu.
Me- Rohit pehle meri puri baat toh sun lo.
He looked at me and i wipped his tears.
Me- main na tumhe sb kuchh starting se batati hu 
He nodded
Me- main jb masuri gayi thi toh vaha ek larke se mili aur mughe voh bahut achha lga and I thought I loved him. Jb hum mashuri se wapas aaye toh usne mughe date pr bulaya aur main chali v gai pr vo waha aaya hi nhi next day jb maine use call kiya pr use call uthaya hi nhi toh maine 2 baar aur call kiya aur iss baar uska call ek larki ne uthaya tha aur usne bola call nhi krne ke liye I thought he cheated me. Aur usi din kairav mamu ne mughe tumhare rishte ke bare me bataya and I can't deny him. Toh maine v haa keh diya. Pr pta hai ab mughe uss bande ko lekr aisa kuchh feel nhi hota. Even i am doubting i really loved him or it was just an infatuation. Aur rhi baat tumhari toh trust me rohit i don't want to leave you. But after knowing the truth if you want to divorce me then it's okay.
And this time tear slipped from my eyes its not okay i had already lost everything now i don't want to lose my best friend.
R- tum sach keh rhi ho
Me- jhuth ku bolungi main tumse.
R- tumhe sach me move on krna hai
Me- yes mughe sach me moveon krna hai pr tum aise ku puchh rhe ho
R- nhi voh maine suna hai sachha pyar koi bhula nhi pta
Me- haa toh uske liye voh sachha aur pyar toh hona chahiye na
R- ek baat aur batao
Me-puchho
R.- tum mere sath uncomfortable ho means tumhe mere saath ek room share krne me problem hoti hai
Me- kya aisa ku puchh rhe ho tum
R- voh kl raat me tum room me nhi thi toh mughe lga
Me- pta hai mughe v abhi kuchh der pehle tk lg rha tha ki tum samaghdaar ho
R- kya mtlb tumhara main samaghdaar nhi hu
Me- nhi, hote toh toh itni stupaid chiz nhi sochte aree mughe aadat hai raat me khuli jagah pr walk krne ki aur main c-nani se baat kr rhi thi.
Rohit- ooo
Me- humm
Rohit- toh tum hamari shadi ko ek chance dogi
He asked me with a lots of hope i can't break it. Let's give it a chance means i shouldn't think about the person who can never be mine.
His smile dropped.
I
Me- let's give it a chance
He hugged me from nowhere i was shocked before but the i hugged him back.