Will you be my light??

chapter-1

Here i am sitting on my bedroom with a Crepe Bandage on my right hand because I got a hairline fracture. Rohit told me to rest and not to move my hand even  a inch for 48 hours as doctor said that. He was just freaking out I myself am a doctor I know what to do or what not to do in such situation but he is not listening me. He is the most weired creature I have ever seen in my entire life means from yesterday he is giving me cold shoulder and ignoring me and now he is behaving like I am a child and I can't take care of myself like seriously. Even if he is caring me I don't know why he is maintaining a distance from me in these two hours he only talked to me when it's about my health my medicines only and nothing else. He was fine till reception I don't know what happened to him after that he is behaving weired. In morning he was asking me about my secrets. Is he got to know about me and armaan? No no he was talking to armaan very calmly this morning. So what happened to him his usual charm and smile are missing from his face he is looking sad. Once he will come back I will ask him otherwise I will become mad if I kept thinking like that. Just then I heard a knock on my door, I moved there only to find my sister in law was standing there with a glass. She come to me and forward the glass toward my hand, I hesitate
Abhira- pata hai jb class 9th mr mera haath tut gaya tha na toh mumma mughe yahi kadha bna kr deti thi aur mera hath jaldi thik ho gya tha
She said and smiled. I only hummed in response when my hand reach for rhe glass a hand caught her hand and the owner of this hand is none other then Armaan podar her husband. I gave him a 'what is this behaviour' look and he shrugged me and take abhir with him forcefully. And I am not able to understand what happen few seconds before. Armaan podar my first love we met in masuri we both went for a family trip with our family. I was about to fall from a cliff  when he held my hand and pulled me toward him our body collided I take two steps back only to met with his dark black orbs. I felt something like, like The winds started blowing faster, time stopped and music started playing behind me. We stay there for four days and our feelings got stronger day by day when we came back to udaipur he asked me for a date but he ditched me next when I call him but he didn't picked so I called him again and again and the last call a girl picked and told me to not to call again. I felt betrayed I cursed myself for trusting someone again. And at the same day kairav mamu told me about rohit's marriage praposal and he want a yes for answer and I said. how can I deny him. At engagement i found that Armaan is rohit s brother. So I wanted to cancel the weeding but Armaan said no he don't want to break his brother's heart and he promised me he will never love someone else which I know he is going to break it. I don't believe in promises but I agree because I didn't had any choice I can't deny kairav mamu at any coast I am afraid of him he changed after matashree's death he bacome very cold and strict towards me. And at the second day of my marriage I found that Armaan is married to abhira I knew that he can't fulfill his promise but he will broke my promise that soon I didn't knew that. Next day he told me the real reason for his marriage but I am not going to trust him again I am not stupid. And he also told me to help Abhira I agree on that.
This Abhira I don't know why I feel some kind of attachment with her like I have some relation with her. Whenever I saw her crying I don't know why but i also fell sad whenever someone yells at her I felt like defending her. And I also feel insecure with her when she was with b nanu I felt same insecurity like I felt when poppy got to know that abhir is his son. That's why I behaved like that on reception I don't want to behave like that but it was not in my control. Mt friends are also very close to my family but I never felt like that Then why with her. I felt really very guilty when she said she have no one in world. And after that accident when armaan and maa saa was blaming her for my accident I felt angry again I don't know why. I should feel happy for this that everyone is supporting me I felt angry on armaan for not supporting Abhira for not taking her side. I felt like protecting her whenever she was in trouble. Why I felt like this for her. She is not my sister not even my friend then why???