Bending Down The Sacred Rules : The Godmother And Her Godson

CHAPTER 13

APPEASEMENT AND bewilderment stirred Hazel mind since that Friday night. Meagan and Maya had sent her a message containing the recorded voice of Tanya, when she unknowingly confessed and divulged who was the woman that Eldrew wanted to make jealous over him. Her mind should have been in appeasement and in peace from knowing what she had to know. However, the bottom part of her person was paradoxical and contradicting to what her head embedded in.

To be certain, it impeded the very core of Hazel's person.

Meagan and Maya made a video call with Hazel that Friday night after they fled from the party – they thought nonsense to them. The couple laughed and talked witi Hazel through a video call, making fun about how Eldrew was sexually fantasizing his own Godmother. The bantering and jesting with Tanya being fucked by Eldrew, and while Eldrew was imagining it was his godmother who had sex with him, made Meagan a little sad for her cousin.  Because, while Eldrew was so sexually and emotionally enticed and attached to his godmother, no iota of chances that Eldrew would fall in love with Tanya.

And Hazel lived the thought of it. The thought that Tanya had less chances to .make Eldrew fall for her.

But Hazel hated the thought of how Meagan and Maya were making fun of Eldrew fantasizing his godmother. They had no idea who Eldrew's godmother was.

If they only knew, they would refute themselves from making fun of us. Hazel thought, recalling about what she and the lesbian couple talked about. And they would understand him why he is sexually imagining of me.

Though she sometimes experienced finding herself having trouble and encountering hindrance to her sleep. Inside, Hazel felt miserable with the knowledge that her.owm godson was sexually fantasizing her. To Hazel chagrin, being sexually enticed to someone was quite a contrast and divergent than being emotionally attached or falling in love with. Then an abstinence from the depth of her soul told her that when someone was sexually tied up to someone, that person was also emotionally attached because they always came along together.

And how I wished. Because not everyone is sexually enticed is also conveys the same emotion. Hazel scoffed silently while stuffing her belongings into her bag. Keep that in mind Hazel.

Hazel scooped her bag from her study desk after tidying all her belongings in there. It was Monday morning and she had to be early even though her first class was at nine in the morning. Crossing her bedroom, Hazel slipped off bedroom and winced mildly, wrenching herself inwardly, discerning the handsome young man loitering in the open space concept.

The sound of the door when Hazel unintentionally slammed it behind instantly captured the young man's attention. “Godmother Hazel, good morning.” He smiled radiantly. And that simple bright smile,  he had.no idea how it meant much to the other side. “Are you going to university now?” He asked,. noticing the preparedness and her appearance. He gazed at his watch. “It's too early for a professor whose first class starts at nine.”

Swallowing slightly, the corners of Hazel's lips twisted into a smile. “I have things to tend this morning before my first class starts.” She said while pacing towards the front door. “You know how it has been a normal routine for me every Monday.”

Blushing, Eldrew ran a hand through his hair. “Yeah.. hehe..” he sputtered clumsily. “I forgot. But I am going too.” He beckoned to the front door. “Would you mind walking and riding the elevator with me?” Please.

For the past days since that horrendous episode when Hazel surprisingly entered Eldrew's bedroom – and saw the young man, standing beside the bathroom, naked, the two had never talked nor glancing at one another. But there was no hatred or resentment that was established and blossomed in between. Only embarrassment and culpability, because they were both ashamed of themselves, and guilty for being reckless and clueless nonetheless.