✪𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐊𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 & 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬✪

The Loneliest.

TW- This chapter contains Suicide, Smoking, Death. Read if you want to!!

Tom's POV:

It has been 2 weeks. 2 weeks without her. I miss her voice, her smile, just her presence by me. Me and Y/n were in a healthy relationship. We were together for 6 years. Since 2009. In late 2013 she got diagnosed with cancer. It was very hard for us, especially for her, and her students. She was a teacher. For 2nd grade kids. Those kids miss her everyday. But i miss her so much its so fucking hard.
I was outside on the balcony thinking what i should do. The band is over to my house. I was smoking a ciggarette thinking about mine and Y/n's special moments we had. She died so unexpectedly.We were out to band practice and when i went home, i see her dead, pale, lifeless body sleeping. She atleast died peacefully in her sleep. I still think about her.
Today was going to be the funeral and i was already done getting dressed.
Its gonna be so fucking hard going there.

//Timeskip\\

Still Tom's POV:

I was crying so much, and it even started raining, not like light raining, like raining with a thunderstorm and lightning.

"No, no, NO!!" i yell as i take one last look at her i broke down crying an i was literally on my knees crying, and soaking wet from the rain. My suit even got dirty.
Bill and the G's had to drag me, like, literally drag me by my arms and torso. "its so fucking hard loosing someone you fucking love so much.." i tell as Bill sits with me in the backseat and hugs me. "I know, i know Tom, she was, and even still is my bestfriend, i loved her truly, and its very hard for us too." Bill says trying to be strong for me, but deep down i know he is as sad and devastated as me.

//timeskip to 2 months.\\

I was smoking in my bed as i was writing letters to Bill and the G's.

Dear Bill.
I love you so so much, i can imagine how life would be like without you, but now, i want you to promise me, that you will stay strong, no matter what. For Gustav. For Georg. For the Fans. For Pumba. For our Mom. It seem pathetic out of me, but i love Y/n truly, and dearly, and she is the love of my life, so when everytime you read this, remember me. I love all of you truly but i dont think, i would be here for much longer. I will be looking over you and the others, but together, with the Love of my Life. I love you so fucking much stay strong little brother.

Im sorry. I love you.

Dear Gustav.
I love yall very much. Stay strong for me, your the best drummer out there. Stay strong. Im very sorry, but i will be looking over you all. Tell everyone i love them very much. And i love you too very much also. Remember me everytime you read this.

Stay strong Gus. Love ya.

Dear Georg.
Im so fucking sorry for leaving you all but it is very hard for me to stay here, when im not near Y/n. Your a very great bassist. Stay strong for me, for the fans, the band, for Y/n. Dont loose your passion for basses, because i know in 7 years your gonna be rocking out with millions of fans.
Also dont forget our Torg moments..
So sorry.

Love you Georg, stay safe.

At this point i was crying so hard. It was 23:47pm, and i was going to a nearby shop. My buddy works there at the shop so im probably gonna get my things for free.
"yo whats up Mike." i say dabbing him up. He does the same to me.
"So i heard about your lo-","Can i get some rope? like 3 meters about and very strong." I say to him cutting him off. "Yeah dude dont worry, and its on the house!" See told you its gonna be free.

//lil time skip\\

i arrived at the woods, and i set up my tree, and my rope. If you havent figured out by now. Im hanging myself. "Here goes nothing" i whisper to myself. "Bye world.." I say droppibg my self.
i slowly start to loose my breath as i feel it choking me. Well.. Goodbye.

Bill's POV:

It was 1:47am. It was oddly quiet from Tom's room. I went in, but Tom wasnt there? Weird. But there were 3 letters there? Oh fuck no..

I opened the one where it said in big letters "BILL" I opened it and started reading it.

Dear Bill.
I love you so so much, i can imagine how life would be like without you, but now, i want you to promise me, that you will stay strong, no matter what. For Gustav. For Georg. For the Fans. For Pumba. For our Mom. It seem pathetic out of me, but i love Y/n truly, and dearly, and she is the love of my life, so when everytime you read this, remember me. I love all of you truly but i dont think, i would be here for much longer. I will be looking over you and the others, but together, with the Love of my Life. I love you so fucking much stay strong little brother.

Im sorry. I love you.

"no.." i whispered. "NO!!" i yelles as i started to cry so much. "What happened?" The guys ran into my room and read my letter.
"I think i know where Tom went" Gustav said. "Lead me there, please!!" I said crying while Georg was hugging me as tears slipped from his eyes too.

//time skip again lol\\

"no.." i say as i see my pale twin laying in the ground dead.
"FUCK NO, NO WHY.." i cry as i take him in my arms and cry uncotrolaby.
"brother.. tonight is gonna be The Loneliest..."

NAH IM CRYING SO MUCH RN..

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