This chapter doesnt contain much, just sadness, suicide, mention of r@pe abuse, and crying Tom.
If your not comfortable with this skip to the next chapter:)
3rd person POV:
It was a monday morning and Tom's alarm was blaring in his ears.
Tom's POV:
I woke up it was 6:40 in the morning. I got out of bed and i did my daily morning routine.
I was dressed and i was going to the bus stop with Bill. "These musli bars are so good Tom!" Bill said with his mouth full. "Dont talk with food in your mouth, you might choke." I said warning him.
//timeskip\\
I was in maths right now. And i dont understand shit.
The bell finally rung and i quickly got my bag and left the classroom and i went out and i saw my girlfriend, Y/n."Hey Y/n!" I yelled, she turned around and she ran up to me and hugged me, but i ran straight trough her? "liebe?" i say turning around. I look around and see she isnt here. Maybe she ran to the bathroom? And again the bell rung to my class, this class i had with Bill and Y/n, so i quickly got to class, and when i went in i saw that Y/n and Bill were already sitting and i had to sit in-between them both so i went down and started talking to Y/n. She said she was just sick so she didnt come to school for a while. Makes sense.
Suddently Bill spoke up, patting my shoulder."Tom is everything okay?"Bill askes me confused. "Yeah, why?" I said as i was as confused as he was.
"Your talking to the air?"Bill said.Is Bill out of his mind?
"Bill are you out of your mind im talking to Y/n?" I said as turned around to Y/n and she wasnt there?
Bill's eyes started to water? He came up to me and hugged me and whispered: "i know its hard that u lost her.. Shes in a better place now Tom dont worry." Bill said to me, but that isnt possible i was just talking to her tho?!
I suddently remember that My Y/n passed away 4 months ago due to suicide.
Flashback start
"Y/N PLEASE DONT IM BEGGING YOU DONT!!" i yelled out for her, to not jump. We were on a 9-story building. She was recently raped, and she is being abused by her father.
"Im so sorry liebling, but i will watch over you dont worry. Maybe you will feel your presence with me. I love you my sweet Tom." She said before jumping off. "NO, NO, NO!!" i yell out my voice breaking as i was crying si much. I had just lost my sweet Y/n.
I quickly ran down the buildings stairs as i aproached Y/n there were people laughing, filming and snickering. But some people were scared and calling an Ambulance.
"YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY HUH?" i yell as i aproach those people but some people separeted me and them, so i quickly ran back to Y/n, and seeing her all bloody and unconscious body laying here makes me want to just vanish and never be seen again.
"My Sweet Y/n..." i say crying uncontrolably.End of Flashback
"oh.. so it was?.." i say confuses as tears were in my eyes.
My Imagination?
"your imagination Tom your right. Im sorry." Bill said still hugging me.
We somehow ended up in the school bathroom, as i suddently remembered the sight of My Sweet Girl, i started to sob in Bill's arms.How could i be so stupid and let her go?
"I will watch over you, so dont worry. I love you My Sweet Tom."
"My Sweet Y/n."
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THIS IS SHORT BUT I SOBBED SO MUCH GOSH...
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