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this is it(chapter 9)

"We're here" Toji says as he stops the car. as you begin to wake up you yawn and get out of the car. Toji tried to hold your hand but you move it away, you both walk in to the restaurant and get your seats.

"Toji.. I don't think we should continue this you're my best friend dad and it's not just about that, but I dont think it's right." you said to Toji while looking at the menu. Toji took a sip of his water that was on the table, you put down the menu to look at him but he was already look at you.

"If that's how you feel y/n then I guess this is the end right? but I know you.. and I know deel down that you want this just as bad as i do." Toji said while adjusting in his chair.

"No Toji, what we're doing is fucked up. think about how your son would feel if he found out that you were sleeping with.. actually if he found out that I was sleeping with his dad?? that would break him. I've known him since we were kids and yes as much as I want to see where this takes us I can't do that because It's not the right thing to do."

"Okay y/n. after today we'll act like this never happened and go back to our regular lives." he said while rubbing his face and looking for the waiter

"Oh come on Toji. You know better than me that this wasn't a good idea in the first place.." Your tone changed once the waiter came to the table " What can i get for you both today" the lady said while taking the menu's up.

"I'll have the Chicken Alfredo with the salad as a side." you said wile looking at Toji to see what he would oder

"I'll have the same thing as her"
The waiter finished writing in the notepad and walked off as you and Toji sat there you both began to have a normal conversation. Asking each other questions about life, and some more things 30 minutes later the waiter came back with the food and you began to start eating but Toji didn't touch his food right away he just looked at you.

"Do I look funny?" you said as you put your fork down.

"No, you just look so beautiful right now."

"Thank you Toji, that's very nice of you." you smiled and went back to eating he also began to eat his food.

As you both finished your food and paid you both when back out to the car and got ready to head back home. something told you that this wouldn't be the last time you'd see Toji.

AN: this is long overdue and to be honest i do read everyone's comments and ... when i be reading them and looking back at what i wrote its like .. yeaa this needs to be deleted but its my story and i still have time to improve and grow but um yea anyways im mainly writing this story for the plot now.