My love for jaden smith

Day 17 the breaking point

"I Do." Says Jaden.

Is he high?!?

What the hell?

"I have something to say. I know I shouldn't feel this way. About this one girl is beyond Perfect she'll be my Step-Sister by the next 10 minutes But. I love her, Alyze. I Love you. More then Our Parents love each other. I can see us getting married arguing every 5 Minutes about what Show we want to watch. I can see us having Children and Slow dancing at Our wedding." Jaden stops and walks towards me and slowly reaches for my hands.

I stare back at him and I Can see those sparks those same exact when I was watching my Mother and Will say "I Do". I can feel what my mother feels when she's only around Will. I can feel Love. The love in those fairy-tales little kids read. I can feel Alive but my Mother nor Will understands that at all.

I can Feel these butterflies when our hands touch.

"I want you guys to know that I'm in love with . Alyze." Jaden says.

He then leans in and I lean in too.

And we Kiss in front of everyone there in front of my Mother.

But I don't feel the spark.

I don't feel the love Anymore I feel bad.

I feel like I just betrayed my mother.

She finally finds her love and I break her marriage I finally Feel love that are in fairy tales and I feel like I'm in prison for killing my mothers Wedding.

Our kiss split apart and I feel drained I feel stupid for kissing him in front of everyone especially in front of Our parents.

I look at Jaden as he backs away and he looks into his Dads eyes I can see it still light up but I can also see anger for kissing me.

I can see mixed with un-known feeling in Will's eyes he seemed to be looking more at Jaden than at me and trys to comprehend what he has just said.

I then looked at my mom who was staring at me.

With lost eyes.

As if she didn't know what to do.

My love against her own . My actions against her own. Me against my Mom? My own Mother who raised as her own and only child? She finally finds the one for her. And I Completely ruin it for her.

"So are you trying to say you two were in love this whole time?" Asked Will.

"Yes but way beyond you too dating days." Jaden replied giving me a death stare is if I said anything about us hating each other. They'll disapprove us being together.

Do I still hate Jaden?

Is he still a Player?

Am I suppose to feel like shit every time we kiss?

And know it's suppose to feel real?

Am I really in Love with Jaden Smith?

As I think?

All these questions hit my head. I still don't trust Jaden with other girls. With Gia. With anyone. It's to risky in my opinion. Not that I can't trust him at all but him around Models or other beautiful Women. I don't trust....

"I love Jaden mom." I said looking at her in the eye.

She didn't know what to say. I can just tell by her reaction of Jaden exposing everything.

I can tell this was way to much for her.

The Wedding.

Now our speech about me and Jaden's love for each other.

She might just walk off to get fresh air.

Just to clear her mind.

But no she stands their thinking, thinking long and hard while staring at me.

And Jaden.

Will smiles at our love. Will smiles at Jaden and nods his head at me giving us approval. I'm guessing, I'm Just wondering if he thinks it's funny to him that we are in love and we decide to tell Him and my Mother today.

At their wedding.

Yeah , we are stupid I know. But we're in Love.

That's all we need to survive in this type of world.

"Well do you accept their love?." Dova asked. Both my Mother and Will.

"I Do." Will smiled. "They are cute with sparks but if they are in love we can't get married which breaks my heart because I spent all this money on everything... Yet, also because I Love you. Jada. I love you with my heart and soul." Says Will looking at my Mother on the last part.

"Well I don't accept their relationship. Because they never spoke about it. But I already knew." My mother said looking at me the Whole time.

I thought about Gia instantly.

Her and her big mouth.

Telling my mother everything.

Then it hit me. Gia was there when Jaden and I kissed and was their when we danced at my party.

She had to be the one who told her.

"I just can't believe you two never brung it up." My mom said sounding sad. Yet disappointed.

"I would have loved to talk about with with both of you." My mom said.

Will tried to comfort her by rubbing her back. But it doesn't work most of the time.

I then got heated.

I'm just like my mother. Same averaged sized hair cut , Brown eyes , Beautiful voice. Yet, We both get heated fast.

My mom doesn't show her's as much But. When I'm pissed. I need air.

Quickly, or I'm willing to explode.

And start Yelling.

Right now wouldn't be the right time to walk out.

But I'm angry.

I'm pissed. I'm willing to yell back wrong yet hurtful things to my own mother.

But instead I Just walk out.

And leave everyone speechless.

With A Big Ending.