Help Me

Chapter Nine

Waking up groggily, my brain had been exhausted beyond belief, the spiralling became all too real.

I was definitely back there, being held down. Feeling their hands all over me, all the memories flooded back into my head in that very moment and I tried to fight them. That was how bad that spiral was but I was glad it was over now.

The memories can be stored back into the depths of hell that was my inner subconscious to not be seen till the next endeavour they decided to spring upon me.

Trying to move my wrists to rub my eyes, in that moment I realised they were tied down. Shit… shit, shit. “SHIT!” The inner voices screamed out. Shut up, shut up, fucking “SHUT UP!” Yelling so loud trying to drown the taunting voices that were nattering away. Ridiculing me for getting caught, making sure to remind me of my claustrophobia surrounding not being able to move my wrists. Not being in control of my own body.

I can't be back there, there's no way they have caught up with me. Squeezing my eyes even tighter trying to shut the world out. If they did finally catch up with me then that means I have only a couple of hours left, they will torture me until my last breath then dismantle my body. They will then chuck my body pieces to their pigs, I've seen it done time and time again.

The voices they were so fucking loud. ‘twat’, ‘useless fuck’, ‘prick’, ‘they have caught you, little dove’, ‘back to hell you go’, ‘slag’, ‘whore’, ‘their fuck toy’, ‘can’t turn back now little dove, have fun dancing with your sins’. Shut up, SHUT UP, FUCK OFF. “AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!” Screaming inside of my head, trying to drown them out. They needed to go away, they had no idea what really happened, they weren't present when shit went down. My brain wasn't present, it buried it all.

Miss Bethany's POV

Mine and my wife's pagers started going off, it was the emergency alarm on them. Shit, it was Luna. My wife pulled out her radio instantly, relaying instructions whilst running off towards unit five, myself trailing behind quickly.

After Luna had punched Charlie, my wife quickly jumped in sedating her. Charlie was thankfully okay even though it was a nasty punch to the face. Her lip split but it was nothing that I couldn't stitch back together. She was going to have a nasty bruise for a good week or so.

Once Luna was sedated my wife took her to unit five while I sorted out Charlie.

Once Luna was situated in unit five, my wife and I did the full debrief that was long overdue, everyone that was involved was in the room. It was interesting getting everyone's opinions and observations on Luna.

Luna had been out for a good two days, the sedation we gave her wasn't even that strong but whatever was going on inside her brain must've knocked her out for longer to protect her.

Eventually arriving at unit five, there were loads of guards everywhere, Jill was there standing next to Milly and Amber. My wife was trying to get all the guards together, telling them to stand down. They started to all disperse, Riley and Charlie staying. Riley was like the mother to all of the guards, she was one of the oldest but took absolutely no shit from anyone.

Walking towards my wife, looking at her trying to figure out if she knew anything that was happening.

Milly walked up to me, Jill and Amber followed her closely behind. My wife walked up to me with Charlie and Riley next to her. “What happened Milly?” Directing my gaze onto Milly, she was on the day shift for the 24/7 observations.

“She started waking up ma’am, so I started writing down her vital signs and what I was observing and she started muttering underneath her breath. Then she yelled out ‘shit’ quite loudly followed closely with ‘shut up’ then she started muttering more. Then she suddenly started screaming so I paged. She hasn't said anything since or screamed since but it was very alarming.” Milly recounted, it sounded like she was still semi stuck inside her head.