Carnations I had thought were Roses

chapter 7

Chapter notes

It's Wednesday and here's the promised update.

It's 2.9k, but still it's short for me...

Story starts

Pete entered the main compound with a heavy heart...

And his brain is thinking too much...

Vegas just poured his feelings out , and you rejected him Pete...do you even understand what you did?

He doesn't love me...

Do you remember how much you cried that he doesn't have any feelings for you?

Yes, that's why I am not accepting him now....

But what if what you are doing is wrong? ...what if you are missing your chance of being with him Pete? What if you are ruining the love of your life?

No, I am doing this right......

Pete convinced himself.....but even though how much he is convincing himself,there is a feeling that he fucked it up...and the second he was on the 3rd floor he was faced with Tankhun glaring at him...

" I heard your date went so well that you came late now"...

Pete could hear the sarcasm in his boss's voice and sighed...he can't argue with his Boss right now...

" Where did you go, ditching your date?"...

Pete was silent....

Tankhun started shouting..." God , Pete don't tell me it's Vegas....he was the asshole who left you heart broken ,he was the reason ..."....

Tankhun's heavy rant was halted with Pete's words in the middle....

" Vegas said he misses me and wants to date me..."....

Silence for some seconds....

" Wait , What?..." Tankhun came running to him...

"Yes, khun Nu" Pete said with a sad face...

" But you are not happy...why?" Tankhun doesn't understand ...

"I rejected him...."...

Tankhun is shocked again...

" Pete, What?"....

" I am tired khun Nu, can we lay on your bed ..?My mind is killing me for making that choice... I want to sit somewhere "...

" Oh my baby, " Tankhun hugged him....

Tankhun took him to his room and they opened the tub of ice cream Fai gave today....

Pete is grateful for the ice cream....And He started explaining the whole thing that happened between them...

" Khun Nu , I don't understand one thing , he said he missed me, but he doesn't love me...how can you miss someone without loving them?"....

Pete wanted to cry saying it out....maybe he is now understanding what decision he took....

" And he wants to start now when I was already at the end ,Khun Nu" ...his voice cracked....

" I would face the same humiliation again if he breaks up with me...He would simply say that he doesn't love me again like he did the first time....

I....I....don't want my heart to be broken again like that Khun Nu..." Pete wiped his tears , he didn't want to appear pathetic in front of his boss....