"How long are you gonna hold onto him?" You heard a voice echoing in your bedroom whilst you were cleaning the photo frames on the wall, her voice made you stop and turn around to face her but you stayed quiet.
"Y/n for god sake just let him go!" Your friend yelled.
"I did. I let him go.." You said again, turning around to wipe the frame.
"Well, I don't see that. Aren't you still holding onto him?" She asked.
"I'm not holding onto him.. I don't hope that he will be back because my hope is already shattered." You took out a frame from the wall and sat on the bed. It was from your wedding.
"I am just loving him from a distance, even in the arms of another woman. I have let him go so that he can live better but I have not let my love move."
"It's for him.. Only him and even though our story didn't end right, it is still the best one for me." You smiled caressing his face.
"You are just hurting yourself!"
"What if this pain is the reason I live?!" A tear dropped down your eyes.
"His presence, his love, might not be around me. Yes it hurts, it really does.. But remembering him, our memories together gives me the strength to wake up everyday. It makes me feel that I'm not alone, my daughter is not alone." Your friend stayed silent.
"He had his reasons to forget me.. b-but what reason do I have? When I vowed to him that I will love him forever, I meant it." You wiped your tears.
"Everyone around me wants me to move on but try to see yourself in my perspective. Is it easy to forget whom you have loved all your life?" You calmed yourself.
"You don't need to forget him, remember him but at least find someone-"
"I don't need anyone else to love me nor do I want to love anyone. I am happy in my little life with my daughter and memories of my beloved and it's enough." You sighed, looking away.
"Are you for real? If not you at least your daughter needs a father. You aren't even thinking about her, you are being selfish! A psychopath!" She stomped her feet before leaving the room.
The silence was loud, as the tears on your eyes dropped on the photo frame one by one and continuously until it blurs your vision.
Your friend's words really pierced through you.
"Am I just thinking about myself?" You asked looking at his smiling face.
"W-Why? Why do I always get allegations.. Why?" You sobbed holding the frame on your chest, embracing it.
𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠, 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑖𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑦. 𝐼𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑢𝑏𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜'𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜.
"I am sorry Tae.. I ruined us.."
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"𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘸?" Your mere whisper made your heart ripped as the memories reminded you of the past.
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WHEN HE IS GETTING MARRIED TO HIS EX AFTER HE FORGETS HIS MEMORIES OF YOU
FanfictionWhat was the cause of our story? Pain? Hurt? Separation? I always liked to think that someday, our story isn't over just yet and someday, we'll meet again and finally get alright but... I was living in a lie.
