The Roadtrip ~ Sturniolo Triplets

~ 3 ~

I could hear Nick and Matt talking to the camera in the front and Chris staring out of the window.

I leaned down and lay my head on Chris' lap. And my feet on the seat. I just felt him play with my hair and that soothed me enough as I drifted into a peaceful sle--- Wait a damn minute. Escapism's playing!

I sat up straight away leaning myself back into my car seat.

"Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him
All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
I met him at the bar, it was 12 or somethin'
I ordered two more wines, 'cause tonight, I want him!"
I belted.

They all looked at me. Chris was laughing and Nick was staring at me in shock.

Matt spoke first, "Lidia I thought you were asleep?"

"Well I was until Escapism started playing, duhhh." I gave him a dead eyed look from the wing mirror.

"I can't believe you guys don't know it!"

I continued singing.

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A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a shit position
The man that I love sat me down last night
And he told me that it's over, dumb decision
And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'
In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
In my little black dress, and this shit is sittin'

Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam
Back to my ways like 2019
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me, it's about to get sweaty

Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling
Excuse my state, I'm as high as your hopes
That you'll make it to my bed, get me hot and sizzling
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in
And I'm already actin' like a dick, know what I mean?
So you might as well stick it in

Just a heart broke bitch, high heels, six inch
In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with
In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
I was lookin' for a man who was on the same page
Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me, take this pain away
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel, mm (what?)

'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things you can't change (last night)
I'll be naked when I leave and I was naked when I came, yeah

Out of reach, out of touch, too numb, I don't feel no way
Toast up, so what? Street small, but it go both ways
So you'll run, yeah, but you'll never escape
Sunset in the maze (you're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel)

I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night, oh
Doctor, doctor, anything, please
Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
You're asking me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Mm, lipstick smudged like modern art
I don't know where the fuck I am or who's drivin' the fuckin' car
Speedin' down the highway, sippin'
Mixin' pills with the liquor 'cah fuck these feelings
I left everyone I love on read (uh-huh)
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh-huh)
I remember nothing, so there's nothing to regret (uh-huh)
Other than this 4-4 kick drum poundin' in my head.

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"You know you actually quite a good singer."

"I'm good at a lot of things." I winked at Chris just as a joke and didn't notice him blushing, smiling and in slight shock as he looked away. All I could hear was Nick and Matt saying, "WOOOOOAHHHHHHH!!!!" Like they usually do in our videos. Nick was muttering things to the camera but I just hugged Chris as I fell asleep in his arms.

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I slowly woke up feeling a little urge as Nick and Chris were both sound asleep. Awww they look so cute.

"Matt!" I whisper shouted.

"Yeah?" He whispered back.

I whispered again, "I need to pee."

"Ok, we're coming to mc Donalds now, we can all stop for the toilet and get food, grab Nicks phone for him off the dashboard." He spoke.

I leaned between the seats nodding and taking the phone and recording a tiktok on the Sturniolo account on Nicks along with vlogging on my own.

I held them both up to Chris' face. He was still asleep. I talked to the cameras a bit until we finally stopped at Maccies.

Time to wake up the babies.