I don't care if I'm crazy anymore

chapter 4

Sun sat in his room at his desk where he and his brother made videos for the YouTube channel he suggested to his brother. Thinking to himself before he heard the sounds of metal hitting against itself but it also sounded like a swarm of bees coming towards him. Tho he ignored it till he felt a sharp tap on his back making him turn behind him to see the red sadistic face of Bloodmoon. Startled Sun fell backward on the chair he sat on clawing the deck to prevent him from falling but failed. The sound of laughter filled his audio respecters as he stared at Bloodmoon.

"We barely did anything and he fell down in an instant" Bloodmoon cooed teasingly at Sun.

"No, I didn't expect you to be here!" Sun said as he started to help himself up as they watched him, laughing at his words.

"Whatever floats your boat~ Now we'll be coming back to you persistently~," They tell Sun as he dusts himself off.

"W-why?" Sun asked hesitantly as he looked at Bloodmoon, who chuckled at him and walked closer to him, making Sun walk backward.

"Don't question us Sunny boy~ Unless you want us to slit your throat~" They cooed to Sun as he hit a wall, letting them corner him but they didn't move any closer from a foot and a half from him, once Sun nodded, fear peaking out and showing on his face.

"Good little toy~," They tell him as they turn around and walk away from Sun, to give him some space.

"Now, we want you to do something for us~ Destroy the barrel cannons~," They tell Sun, who looks at them with panic and confusion.

"If we have to discuss~ then something bad will happen~" They tell Sun turning their head towards Sun making it be a full 180° turn, putting shivers down Sun's back from the site in front of him. Sun nodded as he swiftly made his way out of his room to the balcony with Bloodmoon laughing the laughter cut out and they disappeared. Letting Sun know they were leaving. Sun then jumped down into the ball pit then quickly shuffled his way through the sea of plastic balls and onto the matted surface of the daycare play area. Looking around for a moment before he ran up to the first set of barrel cannons.

Hesitating to grab one before he starts to laugh like he finally lost it. All of his stress, anxiety, anger, fear, and all the other shit emotions that had been building up in him snapped as he started to break and destroy each cannon leaving the daycare a mess since he wasn't cleaning up after himself. No not anymore he was tired of being in a loop, right now he was having fun making sure the barrel cannons never existed. The sounds of loud laughter and metal bending and breaking, wires snapping and hissing with electricity daring to start an electric fire. Sun, didn't care if his dear brother walked in seeing him like this. He was only meant to be a daycare attendant and deal with kids after all that was why he was made in the first place, he wasn't built to handle being in a life-and-death situation for the rest of his worthless life, or kill for that matter. Ever since the separation, life only went south for him. Now destroying barrels that were turned into hand cannons felt oh-so good to, Sun. It was like a stress ball for him and only him. He knew there would be more problems for him with his brother but he just didn't care for what the future would bring to him, he was having a well-needed outlet.

Or at least that was what he was telling himself.

Looking up at the cloud lights on the high ceiling, laughing, as he imagined all of his problems would just disappear forever before his hands subconsciously grabbed his rays, pulling at them, letting the pain feel like pleasure to him. Groaning in pain he pulls out a ray off his head. He brought it to his face to look at it laughing harder before throwing it away from him and continued with the remaining barrel cannons, even going as far as to destroy the large foam donut thing the daycare had. The foam fell to the floor as he clawed at the donut with Moon's features that he rarely used since he was in the original metal vessel he called a body.

Once the donut was only small pieces of foam and just a small memory to him he looked around to see the fine work he had done within the time he did such things. Only then did he check the time since he was fixed by his brother. Giving a rough estimate of how long he has been alone since Moon left to go to talk to a dumbass of a garter called Monty or when Bloodmoon had appeared. Not like he cared anyway he just went back to pulling the rays on his head, not caring about if he pulled them out or not, he just wanted to feel something... Anything really, pain or pleasure, he wanted. No he needed to feel something, and right now the pain felt so good to him, it made him feel alive for once in his so-called life of hell.

Sun didn't even notice the sound of the large wooden door opening until he heard two voices yelling at him, muffled to Sun tho. Turning to look at his brother and Monty running to him before he felt himself power off, from lack of battery. Laughing as he bent and pulled out more of his rays and throwing them at the two worried males making them dodge the flying rays letting it dig into the matted surface and the sides of the security desk.

Laughing more, Sun's vision quickly blacked out before his face hit the clawed at matted surface. Leaving the daycare a mess and Moon and Monty in a panic state.