Stuck in life with no way out

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Death surrounds
My heartbeat's slowing down
I won't take this world's abuse
I won't give up, I refuse!
This is how it feels when you're bent and broken
This is how it feels when your dignity's stolen
When everything you love is leaving
You hold on to what you believe in

The last thing I heard was you whispering goodbye
And then I heard you flatline

No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta stand and fight forever
(Don't close your eyes)
No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta fight for us together
No, we're not gonna die tonight

Break their hold
Because I won't be controlled
The can't keep their chains on me
When the truth has set me free
This is how it feels when you take your life back
This is how it feels when you finally fight back
When life pushes me I push harder
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger

The last thing I heard is you whispering goodbye
And then I heard you flatline

No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta stand and fight forever
(Don't close your eyes)
No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta fight for us together
No, we're not gonna die tonight

Don't you give up on me
You're everything I need
This is how it feels when you take your life back
This is how it feels when you fight back

No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta stand and fight forever
(Don't close your eyes)
No, not gonna die tonight
We've gotta fight for us together
No, we're not gonna die tonight
No, we're not gonna die tonight

Not gonna die
(Not gonna die)
Not gonna die
(Not gonna die)
Not gonna die tonight

You sang and Fane was repeating the words right after making it a chorus with only two people but it still sounded cool. "I can't believe that ba***stard is coming here!" Suddenly a dark chuckle came from behind you, making both of you look around the air, "It's not nice to call people that" offender says as you both turn your head in his direction. Well Toby did say he was going to get here quick because of his teleportation, you growled and glared at offender, "Yeah and it's not nice to lick someone" you say narrowing your eyes.

Offender huffed but then put a grin on his face, "but you both of you have beautiful singing voices" he says leaning in closer. "Yeah whatever......Damn you let us down?" Fane says starting to get grumpy offender grins and sets you both down, "calm down ice queen I'm not going to do anything......for now... slender gave me orders".

"Does he know you're here?"

Offender shakes his head but acts perfectly calm, "No, not exactly but he should be able to sense me" you nodded and sat down at the end of your bed keeping your eyes on him. "And what led you to my room?" Offender sighed and looked down at you, "Look here kid, I know where you're getting at, do they know you're just human." You laugh and look at his tentacle seeing blood from his last victims, "Maybe or Maybe not.....but I know who you killed just by looking at you" offender nodded, "fair enough I must get going" before you can say anything he teleported away.

You shrugged and looked at the clock seeing it was 5:00pm you sighed and jumped off the bed, "You coming to dinner?" You say turning to Fane seeing there was a light blush on her face. She quickly shakes her head "No i have s-some business t-to take care of" she quickly disappears leaving you alone. It seemed strange she was stuttering but you let it go and walked down stairs to where everyone was, Ben was still playing video games but alone with sally watching him. Suddenly Toby past you in the hall shoving something into your pocket, he twitched and grinded before walking away.

You walk into the kitchen and read the note.

____________

Go to my room 9:00

-toby

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(Time skip)

It's was now 8:00 you were bored to death as Jane gave you a lecture on how to never touch her mask again. But you zoned out think about the note Toby gave you which you were holding in your hands, "Y/N are you listening?" Jane says crossing her arms you nod and look over at her, "Yeah I'm "listening" "you say Jane shakes her head and sighs.

"Sure you were.....ohhhh what's this?" Jane quickly snached the note from your hand and ran across the room. "Jane give that back!" You say but it was too late from under her mask she was grinning from ear to ear like Jeff "Are you two going to-" you cut her off as you're knife flew past her head into the wall. "Don't you dare finish that!" Jane chuckled and threw the note on the bed "Don't worry I won't........so you gonna go?" You sigh and turn away from her "I don't know.......what if something..." You cut yourself off knowing that you were over thinking things. "Come one don't worry everything will be fine" Jane says pulling the knife from the wall and tossing it onto the bed.

You sighed "Yeah I guess"

(Toby's pov)

*knock,knock,knock*

I twitched and looked over at the clock seeing it was 8:50 I chuckled and shaked my head knowing girls never want to be late. I opened the door to find something I didn't want to see, Clockwork, I frowned and gave her a glare. What was she doing here, "What no welcome?" I narrowed my eyes and started closing the door but she quickly placed her foot in the door to keep it from closing "we're not done just yet......" The next thing I knew her lips were connected with mine pushing into the room. No this can't be happening clockwork stopper and walked passed me putting a grin on her face, I turned to push her away but was pushed up against a wall, "Come on toby lets have some fun!". I watched as the door close I couldn't let this happen Y/N was coming soon I took one last look at the clock 9:58 i need to stop this.

(Y/N pov)

9:00

"I'll see you later Jane I guess I should get going" Jane nods and lays down on your bed as smile sits next to her. You sigh and walk out of your room to the left door looking up at the T.R carved into the door you reached your hand up and knocked on the door. There was no answer which was weird, "Toby?" A small laugh came from inside the room but it wasn't Toby's it sounded like a girls. Without hesitating you opened the door finding something you never wanted to see you growled and turned your hands into fist, "What the f***ing h**ll " you whispered locking your eyes on clockwork who was sitting on the bed with Toby locked under her without a shirt or mouth guard. You can feel a tear go down your face feeling something inside of you break, "Y/N it's not what it looks like!" Toby's says pushing Clockwork off of him and jumping off the bed. You take a step back and look over at him then clockwork. "What do you mean 'It's not what it looks like' you were just fu*****king making out with her...."you stopped yourself and looked over Toby's face seeing a drip of blood on his lip.

You growled and turned your back to both of them, "Y/N please I...." You sighed and turned and showed half your face "The proof is on your face" you walked out the room slamming it shut behind you. You walked back towards your room swinging the door open and shutting it hard behind you shaking everything in the room.

"Y/N what's wrong?" You can hear Jane ask but you were done with all the shit that happened so far this week and sat down on the bed bringing your legs up to your chest keeping away eye contact.

"Life is what happened"

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