To the me from years ago

To who?

Work was tiring, I shouldn't cry, everyone experience stress.

My business is failing, I shouldn't cry, not everyone can succeed in life.

The rains pouring onto me, I shouldn't cry, the rain won't disguise my tears.

Everyone is avoiding me, I shouldn't cry, I pushed them away.

No one likes me, I shouldn't cry, I hated everyone anyway.

I got scolded, shouldn't cry, everything was my fault to begin with.

Crying is a sign of weakness, I shouldn't cry