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"his temperatures really high." annie said feeling abeds forehead, we noticed he was sleeping in later than he normally would and he looked clammy so of course annie and me got worried.

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as me and annie were getting ready to go to class abed asked, "could one of you stay with me?"
annie looked torn, probably thinking about grades and stuff, "i can stay, annie you go to class." i said,
"thank you! no offense abed i love hanging out with you but you know... attendance." she said freezing in the doorway, "annie! go!" i said chuckling. i had no problem missing class, plus i love hanging out with abed though it's been getting increasingly harder to hide my feelings for him, but i still need to try. you see i've been in love with him for years, i don't know exactly when i started feeling this way, and i don't need to, because that doesn't change the way i feel, what i need to do is figure out if he feels the same... that part will be hard.

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(incoming new girl reference might contain spoilers idk) "i don't understand, why doesn't schmidt just pick cece they have the most chemistry, plus they've been friends longer so they already have that understanding." abed said as we sat there watching the sitcom, in my head i was thinking about last sentence he said. i need to stop reading in to things, "so abed, you feeling any better?" i asked desperately trying to distract from my overthinking, "yeah, i think the meds helped." he answered pausing the show, "do you want to tell annie i'm still sick so we don't have to go to class?" he asked with a mischievous look in his eyes. "definitely!" i laughed and unpaused the show.

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i started getting sleepy, that's what happens when i just watch tv all day instead of going to classes. as i sat staring at the screen, my eyelids got more and more heavy and i started leaning on abeds chest, embarrassed i was about to sit back up when abed moved his arm and wrapped it around my waist. i really hope he isn't able to see my face because i already know im blushing like crazy. he slowly started to draw circles on my side with his thumb as i drifted off into a deep peaceful sleep.

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when i woke up i saw the tv was still on and i was still laying on him, "what time is it?" i asked sitting up, i couldn't help but notice his arm was still around me keeping me close to him, it took everything i had not to close my eyes and stay in this moment forever. "1:23, you haven't been asleep that long." he said checking his watch. "you can keep sleeping if you want." he said looking at me, "yeah, that would be nice." i smiled as he pulled me back in and i closed my eyes. in a sleepy daze i started talking and before i could stop myself i said, "abed... i love you"
he paused, probably trying to find a response, "i love you too."
"no i-i love you" i said, i already started this i might as well get it over with.
"i know... i love you too" he said mirroring my tone, he had a smile on his face, not one of his forced smiles... a real one, a truly sincere smile.
i couldn't sleep after saying that, i felt too awake, too alive, when i sat back up i looked at him, i looked at his eyes which were so gentle and his smile, a smile i have never seen on him, the most beautiful smile i've ever seen. i grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him in, his soft lips on mine, his arms around my waist, i felt like i could live in this moment forever, like it was just me and him, just troy and abed.

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