Freen's pov
Today I'm leaving Thailand. I hope my decision is right. And i hope I will feel better.
Ff
I reached England. Nam was waiting for me at the Airport. I ran to her and hugged her. I didn't know when I started crying. I've only realised it when Nam told me 'its ok, don't cry'
We went to her home. Had food and rested a bit. My dad has bought an apartment for me. And Nam and i are gonna share it.
After a year and a half
It's been a year. A lot of things have happened. I've graduated high school. Nam and i joined the same college. I chose fine arts but my parents asked me to take business too. So I'm taking a double degree. And Nam has chosen psychology.
Still I feel not complete. I missed her all the time. There were some moments when I woke up crying. I was depressed and did a lot of shits.
My parents visit me every week just to make sure I am okay. They asked about what happened to me cause for them I'm a happy bubble. They never saw me like this.
We had a long talk. And i came out to them. They were shocked but they said that they are proud of me. They said 'it 's okay you can love anyone you want just make sure that they treat you right' i cried a lot that day. Not because I was sad. I was happy they accepted me. But if i was a little brave earlier and said this to them I could be with Becky now. I wouldn't have lost her.
I'm sorry BB i didn't fight for us.
Maybe this is the end of us.
Love
Becky's pov
A year and a half has passed and still i couldn't move on from you. A lot of things happened this year.
Dad died a few months ago. Mom and dad were coming back home. While driving dad and mom had an argument. They were careless. So a truck came from the opposite direction and hit them, Dad died on the spot .Mom has been injured severely and she's in a coma
After the accident, our company was in a huge loss. So i started working in the company. It was stressful but i had to. They worked so hard for this company.
I took business in University. Cause it will help me. I've stopped playing baseball for a while. Cause i can't do everything at once. I have to take care of the company and mom. And I have to focus on my studies. I'm trying my best to not to fuck up. I became very cold after that.
Irin finally settled down. She has a girlfriend now. She's completely in love with her. Irin has changed a lot. But our friendship never changed. We are in the same University and same course.
Even though everything is here. I always feel that I miss something. It's hard but I've been coping with that. I don't date anyone. I only do one night stand.
There is still a hope that I will see her again. Maybe my barin is overthinking.
But i do want to see you again bunny. Even though you chose to leave me.
Maybe this is the end of us
Love
The end.
