Little "Miss." || Brinney

001 // The beginning.

"I wont turn out like mom.." i whispered hurt at what he said. "Just because i look like her doesnt mean im going to be like her." Tears stabbed my eyes and were about to pour out.

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TW:: bullying, small slutshaming (i think, correct me if im wrong), swearing

Finneys Pov :
I groaned as i got up to the sound of my  alarm. I quickly hit it and rubbed my eyes. Yawning, i stood up and went to get dressed. Yuck. I only had feminine clothes. How was I supposed to look more masculine? I hummed as i grabbed a long t-shirt with flares (me personally i love flares), with a white hoodie.

After i got changed i went downstairs to go and make some breakfast for me and Gwenny, and Terrance i guess..

As i was just finishing putting the bacon on the bread i looked at Gwen, who was surprisingly already dressed. I smiled at her, "heres yours Gwenny" i said not louder than a whisper as i passed her a bacon sandwich.

[ timeskip they were both ready to leave ]

"Gwen, hurry up, we'll be late" i whisper shouted to her, not wanting to disturb the old man on the couch. God knows what would happen if i woke him up.

We both walked out of the door and i closed it as silent as i could, we both let out a sigh of relief as we started walking to school.

"Hey Finney," gwen started, i looked down at her. "When are you going to come out that your trans,?" She whispered to me so no one around could hear, but i just mumbled. "I dont know. People probably wont even support me.."

Gwen looked at me a bit annoyed, "what about robin, he would support you!! Or Billy and Griffin!" I shrugged at her, "they might, but i dont know if im ready yet i looked at her giving her a small smile. "Oh, well you can do it whenever ur ready!!!" She cheekily grinned thinking she had just said the best motivation words ever which made me chuckle slightly.

We got up to the school gates and Gwen ran off with her friends Amy and Suzie, i smiled and waved at her before starting to walk to robin, billy and griffin. They didnt notice me before i decided to scare them shitless, this made me giggle because they all screamed. "Wow am i really that scary?" I started laughing even more. As robin huffed, "no you just caught us at the wrong time!-" billy agreeing with him and Griffin straight up said "theyre lying you actually scared the shit out of us"

[ time skip- theyre in the building now ]

I was having a conversation with the group before i went over to my locker to put things away that i didnt need. That was until, i got shoved into my locker before i even opened it. I covered my face as it was a reflex then i opened my eyes, being met by the faces of Buzz, Matty and Matt.

shit.

Panic rose through me as Matty started talking, "what you just gonna stare you fucking slut?" He laughed with his goons.

"Co-could you not..?" I said as i tried pushing Matty away from me. That made him angry as his grip got tighter on me. He was holding my arm. "What, you trying to fight back Fawn? Fucking whore." I gulped at the fact he used my dead name. Even if i hadn't came out to anyone except gwen yet..