why this? why us!? (i gave up)

Why?

poland pov! <3

well am I glad for that night.. It felt good and warm and also like that movie was fucking crazy like so much graphic but too bad he fell asleep he is also so warm for no reason like is that just every guy atp..anyways I just got up to use the bathroom.. but boy do i feel stronger like powerful..OH FUCK.. i cannot have this.. I started to take some pills to hurry but then I grabbed my anger issues one.. WRONG ONE FUCKK!?!? I started to shove pills just off the counter until I found mine I putted the pills in my mouth and drank the nasty sink water to slush it down.. god do I feel better.. I hate feeling too powerful that's not what I wanna do ngl I mean I am powerful enough for many ways!! Just not the ways I want.. god wtf.. I just then sat down on the bathroom floor feeling exhausted..tired or something someone bring me a signal or a sign because I am so tired.. as I started to fall asleep someone opened the door.. you could guess who atp.. god do I just want a ki-

G:are you okay?

P:yeah just sitting here yk.. I am so tired.

G:are you sure? their are many pill bottles around you.

P:Yeah im sure love.. im just a little tired..

G:sigh...

He then picked me up and carried me into bed.. also a fun fact I can carry him too. He's such a cutie pie ngl I would not care if he would throw me off a cliff unless he's coming with me ngl.. he then put me down onto the bed as he laid next to me and started to snuggle with me.. I love it when he snuggles with me! He has a lot of hair ngl since emo wanted just to hug me.. I love him sm..

Germany pov

This silly girl fell asleep while I was snuggling with her?? Hey I actually feel heart broken rn.. why does she do this to me.. I mean like hey I can do anything right?

well no..gosh..

S:you mother fuckers.

G:bro you broke down the door what!?

S:YOU BOTH WAS LOUD LAST NIGHT!?!?

G:bro i fell asleep as soon as I went onto the bed

S:wait you both didn't do nothing last night?

G:no bro.. I mean she watched like a sex movie but then idk

S:...OH FUCK.. im sorry

G:nah its fine

S:thanks! uh just enjoy your day..I'm about to go to see my brother heh..

As that she left idk why she just assumes stuff like why me bro..

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HAPPY LATE NEW YEARS... i didn't write this and like I forgot about this so like I'll try to make it a little faster ngl.. sorry for the book to be a rush!! <3

g pov again sillies

well I was just wondering.. If i was in a room full of people will she choose me? I know she wouldn't because of a lot of stuff.. But why choose me right now? I'm going to sleep cause why would anyone care for a person whose stereotype is working and less caring.

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I kinda gave up and just let it end right there because like I wanna do a pov of A-H in the past that leads to this silly! I mean she did do suicide in like 2000's so like.. well I'm sorry I just wanna finish this page for more ideas.. also the book place went down to 100 but its fine lol anyways bye!!

623 words! <3