why this? why us!? (i gave up)

ship request part uno

hey yall! I just wanna say I finally got my first ship request! But ima stop saying any more so let's get into the first part!

japan(male)x south korea (male)
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*japan pov*
I was sitting at home just doing work I hope nobody even bothers me today cause I do not wanna talk but as I just sit here mom..I mean knew body mom(japan but female lol) was trying to talk to me and apologize for all she done but I didn't wanna hear her shitty apologizes anymore so as a normal person I yelled at her to get out which did break her old heart she was just sad as she was heart broken so she just walked away as she started to sob not like I cared about her anymore its her fault for it. It haven't been a while since I was outside (don't get it wrong way he goes outside but only backyard) I mean I should meet up to a friend who has been texting me since 2020 not like I responded anyways but I should as any normal person will say so I just decided to go take a shower and text him after all these years? When I exited my room I saw just mom cooking while she was sad her 4 kitsune tail was hanging down (4 tail kitsune means sakura btw saw it on pinterest lol) she was growing a tiny follow to make it for decoration.

After I took a shower I got changed into something comfortable and I just went outside and decided to text south korea..

j:hey bro.. I known its been a long time but do you wanna hang out..?
sk:I mean sure but I got to bring north korea with me yk my mom will flip out if I don't bring her..
j:I mean sure I wouldn't mind she would come..
sk:also don't worry about when her personalities changes btw..
j:I mean okay... ig its fine..
sk:OKAY!SEE YOU IN A FEW!

well that was something.. I just didnt respond to it also I think I didnt tell him where to meet but he just texted me saying „meet us at the park!!" Well he is a weird guy isn't he? Just funny for me ngl.. so I walked to the park and saw only South korea came not his sister to? He waved at me with a smile and was saying hey hi but I just asked where is North at? He just looked at me shocked and just said she isn't coming she's with China hanging out which I thought weird didnt he went on a trip somewhere? He was scared too so he just said China came over to their house and hanged out with the mom and her just to catch up so I shrugged it off and walked away with him as he was yapping I was just staring off the distance not noticing many new people and people looked at me weird.. I miss my old friends even if the friendship is over Germany left and never came back.. Italy well.. he had enough of me and him so he left before we both could say anything and for me I just stayed inside just to do nothing. South korea was trying to get my attention until he kicked me in the leg hard.

J:what the FUCK was that for!?
sk: did you even hear was I saying!?
J:well no I was enjoying the outside can I not!?
Sk:idc it's our time hanging out not outside time.. *he said in a sad way almost hurting*
J:I haven't been anywhere expect my house and my garden for the past 4 years since my old friendship ended. It would help if I looked around to see what happened once in a while you fucking know that? or are you just dumb.
sk:.. I'm just trying to say..
J:i don't wanna hear it let's just continue okay. You can continue your yap session
sk:*sad as he kept walking with him*

That dumb idiot thinking just kicking me will fix anything now he wont say anything because of how sad he is which why I do not care? Like you just kicked me who the fuck will forgive that and also what did he try to say? because I kinda did cut him off on that part but who cares he probably gonna say he don't care about my friend group which I do.. Like I do miss them.. Italy and Germany dating until they ended it.. Idk why then Italy still had that bite mark on his cheek from him which was weird ngl.. All I know about each is that Germany is dating another person that's all and Italy is just hanging out with Greece both of them being cool with each other and that's all. South korea suddenly stopped walking. I turned around to see what's wrong with him because all I did say indeed is that I do not care what he was gonna say but he was just standing there blushing and crying wtf..? So he was blushing from what embarrassment? I am too dude.

Until he came close to me with his medium height.. even tho he's a few inches shorter then me just came up to me speaking gibberish until I heard a "I love you.." I was like wtf? what excuse me? Someone actually liking me? I just came outside dude.. But then he started to explain he liked me even before I went and stayed home which did flattern me and all..

sk: I love you okay!? You had my heart all this time and I love you for this.. The way you're calm with everything and how popular you're and have great friendship! I can't even have a common relationship with my own sister before arguing! *he sobbed as he hold my hands*
J:dude.. I'm flattered but all of that is wrong my friend group died 4 years ago. They both went different paths and I can't have a decent relationship with my idiot mom.
sk:butt what about my love for you..?
J:im finna think about that.. this is too quick. I barely knew you existed.
sk:... *he just ran off*

That idiot ran off from me? Not like I was just fully gonna love him back I barely knew him!? Well that's fine by me ig.. Not like it matters.

I just walked back home and slammed myself back into my room just looking at my picture of my old friend group.. how I do miss those idiots.. I wish I could see them again.. I love them more than myself and how we always were there for each other and I was the single one like always. Common me. Now back to work ig..
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omg im back kinda! I'm so sorry for not posting im jut busy reading here and school but I promise (i wont) I will upload more sometimes.. I rlly need a break but yk my places are going down jesus.. 485 place in gerpol RIP ME but it's fine anyways enjoy this page also one sided south japan!? LOVE ME HAHAHA HA btw I do not ship this but if I did this will how its gonna play out lol.. Also all the error does not matter im legally bad in english no matter what! Anyways enjoy this again

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