31. I'm scared

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"Enjoy the little things in life, for one day, you'll look back and realise they were the big things"

"Enjoy the little things in life, for one day, you'll look back and realise they were the big things"

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"You okay?" Five asked as you and him were in your hotel room.

"I'm sorry" you said and he looked at you "For suddenly changing my mind all of a sudden. And I was going to stay. But then I thought about the twins, and I just couldn't let them suffer. I couldn't just give up without taken a chance. They deserve to let us at least try" you said before you looked at him.

"You must feel like I betray you. And you must be feeling really hurt. Please don't be mad at me. Please don't hate me" you said before looking down.

Then suddenly some hands grabbed your face and lifted up your head and your eyes met some gentle green once.

"I'm not mad at you. I was surprised when you said to me not long ago that you would stay, and now you suddenly changed your vote, a part of me feel a little betray" he said and you looked down again but Five kept your head up so you were still looking at him.

"But I understand. You chose what you thought is right. But why?" he asked "I know that this might be what Reginald want. But if we do it our way, then it might go the way we want. So I thought...." you let out a sigh "And I was thinking about the twins. I think they deserve to have a chance and they will get that if we go. So that was why I did it" you said and his eyes widened.

"Please don't hate" you said "I could never hate you, okay. I love you too much for that" he said and you smiled.

Five then lay a kiss on your forehead before he walked over and closed the door.

"So we are really going to die now" you said "Yeah" he said.

"I'm scared. I don't know why and of what. Maybe I'm scared of the end? Scared that something else might happen? Scared that we will be apart? Scared what will happen to the twins? Scared that I will never get to see the twins and they will never see the world. Scared that I will never see you again" you said before you looked at him "Five, this was supposed to not be scary because all I have now is you and the twins. But I'm really freaking out. And I---"

But then Five put your face in his hands before he hugged you, giving you a warm and tight hug.

You couldn't help but started crying into his chest. You are not use to cry but after everything that has happened, it was too much bear.

And when Five hugged you, you couldn't hold it back anymore.

While you hoped for a peaceful and calm end, you were still scared. You were scared that something would come in the way.

One of your worse fear was losing Five and the twins and you were scared that it was gonna happen. It was.

"I'm scared of losing you and the twins. I'm scared of being apart" you said "It's gonna be okay" he said before he pulled away "We are gonna do down together. Holding each other's hands. We are not gonna be apart. We are going down together, okay?" he said and you nodded.

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