Double Trouble (Ziall)

I wont give up

Louis' P.O.V

''Niall's gone.''

Those words just made me freeze, my best friend who was injured badly and was meant to be in hospital for another week was gone. But how?

''Harry, uh could you please come over,'' I managed to say without my voice cracking or any emotion to show that I was scared.

''I'm on my way babe.'' He said and then hung up, I sat down and began to think, why would Niall decide to disappear like this, especially on Zayn. Zayn really needs him right now, to be there for him when his brother just................... oh.

I slapped my forehead, stupid, stupid,stupid, of course Niall would blame himself, I've known him for years and I know how sensitive he is.

The door flew open and Harry came waltzing in, straight over to me and pulling me into his arms,

''Hazza, I hate all this drama, it's too much,'' I cried,

''Shhh, Loubear, this is why we can't tell  Zayn, he's already broken.''

I shook my head and cried harder,

''We need to find him Hazza, his injuries are really serious, anything could happen to him,''

''Come on, lets just go and see Zayn first, to see how he's doing.''

It was lashing outside, and it didn't look like it would stop, so we hurried out to Harry's car and drove quickly to Zayns house.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK.

Zayn answered the door surprisingly and he didn't look too bad,

''Hey guys,'' he greeted,

''Hey man, how are you?'' I asked,

''I've been better but I'm getting through it, I just can't believe it's been five days since he died,''

''Yeaah,'' Harry agreed,

''But uh, I've been neglecting everything because of it, including Niall, I really need to visit him, I feel awful for just leaving him alone there, especially in that room where Ian....tried to kill him.''

I glanced at Harry,

''But Zayn, um whens the uh funeral?'' I blurted out, ugh nice going Louis, Zayns eyes filled with tears but he furiously rubbed his eyes and sniffed,

''Uh, next week, Wednesday, I just can't believe he's gone, just like that,'' he whispered.

''But anyway, I need to talk to Niall about this, I don't really want to talk to anyone else about this anymore, I need my Nialler, I'M SUCH A FUCKING BAD BOYFRIEND!'' He yelled and started hitting the wall, but Harry stopped him.

''No, your not Zayn, you needed time alone to grieve over what has happened, you cannot blame yourself,'' he stated sternly,

Zayn sniffed and said,

''Right, now just let me go see Niall now,''

I couldn't help it, I had to tell him,

''YOU CAN'T ZAYN NIALLS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' I accidently yelled at the top of my lungs.

Zayn froze, Harry glanced over at me with sadness in his eyes, disappointment in the beautiful green emeralds. Zayn slowly turned round to face me,

''What do you mean he's gone?'' He asked slowly,

I gulped and explained to him what the doctor told Harry, and my suspicion on thinking that Niall blames himself for Zach's death.

Zayn stood there and nodded,