𝙈𝙤𝙤𝙣 // Short Stories

Overthinking

Will say - its probably accurate this b*tch snuck in his kitten into the school scared to have his kitten alone even though the school rule said no pets. He doesn't follow the rules half the time anyways.

Also some Tw: Sucide and a bit of SH

Didn't make it too sad because I already have something planned for Warren later that Luis gets front row seats to. Working on his backstory anyways.

You should stop falling in love.

Falling in love was such a stupid concept of meaningless people deciding to get with the first person they see just because they think they are their perfect person.

He should stop falling in love.

What was love exactly?

He was with Luis but was that really love?

He liked Luis.

He loved Luis.

Does that make any difference if he doesn't know if Luis even likes him back or if he is just trying to manipulate him like everyone else?

The amount of times he has asked Luis if he loves him and of course he would say yes, that's what every manipulator says.

Maybe he was overthinking again because of his father.

Maybe he was overthinking again because of his mother.

He was overthinking because he ran out of alcohol actually. He hated overthinking.

It always spirals out of control one way or another it was only a matter of time until it does.

If he died today or tomorrow who would even be at his funeral?

No one.

Right.

Exactly.

Their whole life was just there, existing but without any guidance or any real love from anyone. They always felt dirty because of their life. They have done dirty things and people have dirty things to him. It was a part of the ecoihis father says, someone will do something for him and in exchange you do something back for the person.

He felt guilty then.

If that was apart of the economy, how the world works then why was his father always getting away with things in his life? Why was his father sleeping with all those women and saying it was apart of business? It was sick and twisted.

His father always wanted to be a man but could never be the man in his life to step up and be a real father.

What kind of person does that make his father though? What kind of person does that make him if he never stopped him though? What kind of person was he that he never stopped Luis? What kind of person was he that he could never stick up for anyone? What kind of person was he that he couldn't be the perfect child tht his father or mother at least wanted?

Stop it.

Stop it.

Stop it!