Hailey Pov: I had a nightmare about the bad break up I had with Zander. Gosh I miss him so much. It hurts so bad. He was the first person I fell in love with and still love. We might in 2016 there was a lot of heartbreaks and sadness and fighting but, we always made up and became the greatest power couple then all of sudden you broke up with me? I need to get away for a few days. Clear my head I can't show my weakness.
I got into my car and left for a few days. I went to Nashville with Jayden and Ryleigh and Olivia. We went to Disney world. I always wanted to go there I just needed sometime to be away from Zander, I just can't do it right now. 5 fucking years down the drain like nothing ever happened. He thinks I'm a stranger?! Really? I gave him everything! My love for him just so he can break it and move on so quick? How can he move on so quick? I try so hard that it really hurts.
Trenton asked me if I'm okay. I'm a crying fest right now I pulled over and asked if Trenton can drive. He got in the driver sit and I got in the back sit. I'm looking out the window. It started to play the song me and him first listened to together I started crying. I just want to move on, but I can't it hurts so bad. I just wish that he can love me again. We finally got there. I was about to get out of the car and then I got a call. It was unknown. I thought it was weird. I answered it. It was Zander. He was drunk off his ass. I said, "Zander?" He sounded pissed and slurs his words. He said "Hailey? You got me to love you again! I'm dating someone! Why do you have to do this to me?" I said, "I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU!" He said, "Yes you did I broke up with my girlfriend because of you!" I said, "Well good for you bye!" I hung up I was so hurt and pissed. I got out of the car. Trenton said, "Is everything okay?" I said, "Never better!" We went inside. I can't believe he blamed me for his crap. I still love him though. I always have been ever since high school. He's always been the one I want. I just wish it didn't hurt so much.
I went to the first ride I can think of. I need to do something to get my mind off of Zander. He doesn't deserve my mind. I wasn't the reason he broke up with his stupid girlfriend. I just wanted to be with him too. I got a text from someone. I looked at my phone and it said," Who do you think you are getting in between me and my man?" I guess that's his ex-girlfriend. I texted back and said," Well he just called me and said he broke up with you because he loves me." She texted and said, "Bull crap." I said, "Sorry but it's true sorry!" Then I blocked her sorry ass. I'm not dealing with ugly ass girls who thinks they are hot shit when they're not! I got to do something about Zander. I love him but, I don't know what to do. I went to get food.
