delightful fantasies / h.s.

day 13- april 3 2013

I woke up this morning to a bright light. Was I in heaven? I thought. I blinked my eyes a couple of times until I realized that I was in the hospital once again. What the hell? When did I get in here? My mind was fuzzy on what happened. I pressed the nurse button quickly. Déjà vu. She raced in with a huge grin across her face. "Welcome back." she exclaimed. Wait what. She must have seen my confused look because she began explaining what she meant. "You got in a serious car accident about 5 months ago. You were driving back to your house in the pouring rain when you lost control and crashed into a tree. You've been in a coma ever since. I'm so sorry." It took a moment to process everything. Car accident? I thought I overdosed? Coma for five months? What about Harry and I? Harry. I choked in a breath at the thought of him. If I never overdosed, that must mean that Harry isn't real. A tear began to slide down my face. Harry and I never met. It was all just a dream. By the time I finished my deep thought, my cheeks were already stained with tears. The nurse informed me that I had a broken leg so it would be a little hard to walk. I filled out my release papers later in the day and my friend came and picked me up. She dropped me off at my house and offered to stay, but I politely declined. I unlocked the door and pushed it open. Once I was inside, I slowly walked into the living room. I froze as my eyes locked on something. The room was decorated with things saying "Welcome Home!" There were balloons and a cake on the table. But no one was there. Only one person,
who my eyes didn't leave the whole time. "Harry?" I choked out. I fainted out of shock. But this time, I didn't wake up from my dream. This was real life.

(I'm so sorry for not updating omg I'm so horrible. I got my wisdom teeth out and flew to New York so I've been really busy. Anyway, this chapter sucks but I tried. This book is almost finished! I'll try my hardest to update sooner. Love you guys!!)